Oliver's Bride; A true StoryOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Oliver's Bride; A true Story
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Wentworth had never been callous or hard-hearted at his worst: and now
at his best, compassion and remorse overwhelmed him. That he should
receive that information, that appeal, with Grace’s hand in his, gave
his whole nature a shock. He felt that he must take himself away out of
her presence, and remove the recollections, the scenes that rushed back
upon his mind, the image thus thrust before his eyes, away from her at
least, even if he did not answer the appeal. He was not of the iron
fibre of some men. He could not carry these two images side by side.
And then how did he dare resist such an appeal. ‘You were the first.’ He
had said to himself that he was responsible for the ruin of no other
human creature. He was not a seducer. He had used no wiles to draw
anyone from the paths of virtue. Is that a defence when life and death
are in the balance, and a man is arraigned before the tribunal of his
own conscience? When he went back into the recesses of his memory and
beheld all that was brought before him, as by a flash of lightning, and
then remembered the position in which he now stood, he covered his face
with his hands. He was ashamed to the bottom of his soul. The way of
transgressors is hard. To anyone who had known all the facts, it would
have appeared that Oliver Wentworth was the most striking example of
undeserved happiness. He had no right to all the good things that had
fallen into his lap. He had deserved a very different return for all
that he had done; yet when he set out upon that railway journey, with
the touch of Grace’s hand still warm in his, the shame and misery in his
mind were a not unfit representation of those tortures which to most men
are more real than the fire and brimstone of the bottomless pit. How
was the recollection of what was passed ever to be washed out of his
memory? He might repent--he had repented--and never so bitterly as now:
but how was he to forget? In the great words of mercy it is proclaimed
that God forgets as well as forgives: ‘Their sins and iniquities will I
remember no more.’ But the sinner, how is he to forget, even when he
believes that he is forgiven?
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