Oliver's Bride; A true StoryOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Oliver's Bride; A true Story
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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‘Well,’ said the young man, ‘it’s none of my business. Mother and the
rest will have it their own way. But as for hastening the end, that’s
the best thing that could happen, for she do nothing but feel bad
lingering there. At eleven o’clock: and to look sharp, for the parson
will be waiting, mother says. ‘Good-morning!’ the youth said, turning
quickly and going off down the stairs. He began to whistle after a few
steps, then stopped, briefly, with an oh! of recollection, as if
remembering that to whistle was indecorous in the present position of
affairs.
Oliver went back to his cold and empty rooms with a sense that life was
over and his heart dead within him. It seemed to fall down to some
impossible depths, down to a grave of silence and darkness. He shut the
door mechanically, and went back and sat down where he had been sitting
before, and stared with blank eyes in front of him into the vacant air.
God had not interposed to deliver him. But why, he asked himself, should
God have interposed? God had not been consulted or referred to in all
this connection--in anything that had passed--and why, unasked,
undesired, should He step in now like a heathen god or a tutelary deity
to set all right? Oliver did not feel that he could make any appeal even
to Him who was all righteousness and purity to help him out of the
consequences of his own folly and sin. Oh, yes, it was true many men had
done as much whom no judgment overtook, who lived fair before the
world, and had no shame put upon them, and forgot that they had
ever stepped aside from the paths of virtue. He had himself almost
forgotten--almost--till contact with a purer life and the gift of it to
be his companion, and all the happiness to which he had so little right,
had brought compunction to his soul. He remembered now how he had told
Grace that he had not been a good man: and how she had stopped him as
the father in the parable stopped the Prodigal in his confession--she
had stopped him, putting her pure hand upon his lips, throwing her
whiteness over him like a mantle. But there had been judgment waiting
behind. Justice had been standing watching his futile attempts at
escape, with a face immovable, holding her scales. He had been weighed
and found---- ah, no one but himself knew how entirely wanting! And now
here was the price to pay. He had promised and he could not escape.
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