Mrs. E. L. is the daughter of a man to whom I _owed money_! I cannot
help noticing that here there is revealed an unsuspected connection
between the dream content and my thoughts. If the chain of associations
be followed up which proceeds from one element of the dream one is soon
led back to another of its elements. The thoughts evoked by the dream
stir up associations which were not noticeable in the dream itself.
Is it not customary, when someone expects others to look after his
interests without any advantage to themselves, to ask the innocent
question satirically: “Do you think this will be done _for the sake of
your beautiful eyes_?” Hence Mrs. E. L.’s speech in the dream. “You have
always had such beautiful eyes,” means nothing but “people always do
everything to you for love of you; you have had _everything for
nothing_.” The contrary is, of course, the truth; I have always paid
dearly for whatever kindness others have shown me. Still, the fact that
_I had a ride for nothing_ yesterday when my friend drove me home in his
cab must have made an impression upon me.
In any case, the friend whose guests we were yesterday has often made me
his debtor. Recently I allowed an opportunity of requiting him to go by.
He has had only one present from me, an antique shawl, upon which eyes
are painted all round, a so-called Occhiale, as a _charm_ against the
_Malocchio_. Moreover, he is an _eye specialist_. That same evening I
had asked him after a patient whom I had sent to him for _glasses_.
As I remarked, nearly all parts of the dream have been brought into this
new connection. I still might ask why in the dream it was _spinach_ that
was served up. Because spinach called up a little scene which recently
occurred at our table. A child, whose _beautiful eyes_ are really
deserving of praise, refused to eat _spinach_. As a child I was just the
same; for a long time I loathed _spinach_, until in later life my tastes
altered, and it became one of my favourite dishes. The mention of this
dish brings my own childhood and that of my child’s near together. “You
should be glad that you have some spinach,” his mother had said to the
little gourmet. “Some children would be very glad to get spinach.” Thus
I am reminded of the parents’ duties towards their children. Goethe’s
words—
“To earth, this weary earth, ye bring us,
To guilt ye let us heedless go”—
take on another meaning in this connection.
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