Crystallisation scarcely ceases at all during love. This is its
history: so long as all is well between the lover and the loved, there
is crystallisation by imaginary solution; it is only imagination which
make him sure that such and such perfection exists in the woman he
loves. But after intimate intercourse, fears are continually coming to
life, to be allayed only by more real solutions. Thus his happiness is
only uniform in its source. Each day has a different bloom.
If the loved one yields to the passion, which she shares, and falls
into the enormous error of killing fear by the eagerness of her
transports,[1] crystallisation ceases for an instant; but when love
loses some of its eagerness, that is to say some of its fears, it
acquires the charm of entire abandon, of confidence without limits: a
sense of sweet familiarity comes to take the edge from all the pains of
life, and give to fruition another kind of interest.
Are you deserted?--Crystallisation begins again; and every glance of
admiration, the sight of every happiness which she can give you, and
of which you thought no longer, leads up to this agonising reflexion:
"That happiness, that charm, I shall meet it no more. It is lost and
the fault is mine!" You may look for happiness in sensations of another
kind. Your heart refuses to feel them. Imagination depicts for you well
enough the physical situation, mounts you well enough on a fast hunter
in
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Devonshire woods.[2] But you feel quite certain that there you would
find no pleasure. It is the optical illusion produced by a pistol shot.
Gaming has also its crystallisation, provoked by the use of the sum of
money to be won.
The hazards of Court life, so regretted by the nobility, under the
name of Legitimists, attached themselves so dearly only by the
crystallisation they provoked. No courtier existed who did not dream of
the rapid fortune of a Luynes or a Lauzun, no charming woman who did
not see in prospect the duchy of Madame de Polignac. No rationalist
government can give back that crystallisation. Nothing is so
_anti-imagination_ as the government of the United States of America.
We have noticed that to their neighbours, the savages, crystallisation
is almost unknown. The Romans scarcely had an idea of it, and
discovered it only for physical love.
Hate has its crystallisation: as soon as it is possible to hope for
revenge, hate begins again.
If every creed, in which there is absurdity and inconsequence, tends
to place at the head of the party the people who are most absurd, that
is one more of the effects of crystallisation. Even in mathematics
(observe the Newtonians in 1740) crystallisation goes on in the
mind, which cannot keep before it at every moment every part of the
demonstration of that which it believes.
In proof, see the destiny of the great German philosophers, whose
immortality, proclaimed so often, never manages to last longer than
thirty or forty years.
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