On the Iron at Big CloudPackard, Frank L. (Frank Lucius)
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On the Iron at Big Cloud
Packard, Frank L. (Frank Lucius)
Canadian fiction -- 20th century; Railroad stories; Short stories, Canadian
How do I know? How do you know? Perhaps it was grief, perhaps it was
hysteria, perhaps it was according to the light God gave her and she
couldn’t understand, perhaps it was only wild, unreasoning, frantic
passion. I don’t know. I only know she called him--a _murderer_. She
couldn’t have loved him, you say. Perhaps no, perhaps yes. Does it make
any difference? Breen thought she did, and Breen loved _her_. I don’t
know. I only know that where he looked for a ray of mercy, _her_ mercy,
to light the blackened depths, for the touch, _her_ touch, that would
have held him back from the brink, for the word of comfort, _her_ word,
that would have bid him stand like a gallant soldier facing untold odds,
he received, instead, a condemnation more terrible than any that had
gone before, and a bleeding heart dried bitter as gall, a patient,
grief-stricken man became a vicious snapping wolf, and “Angel” Breen--a
devil.
Would I have been a stronger man than Breen? Would you? Would I have
done differently than Kitty Mooney did if I had been in her place? Would
you? We don’t know, do we? No one knows. God keep us from ever knowing.
The poor devil in the gutters, the wretched, ruined lives of women who
have lost their grip and drunk the dregs, the human, stranded, battered
wrecks we see around us, were once like you and me. We don’t know, do
we? God pity them! God keep us from the sneer! Our strength has never
been measured. It may be no greater than theirs. To-morrow it may be you
or I.
It was pretty lawless out here in those days. We had the riff-raff of
the East, and worse; and there was nothing to restrain them, nothing
much to keep them in check, and they did about as they liked. They
brought the touch into the picture of the West that the West hasn’t
lived down yet, and I’m not sure ever will. The brawling, gambling,
gun-handling type, the thief, the desperado, the bad man, rotten bad,
bad to the core. They’ve been stamped out now most of them, but it was
different then. _They_ didn’t turn a cold shoulder to Breen. Why should
they? They were outcasts and pariahs, too, weren’t they? And Breen,
well, I guess you understand as well as I do, and you know as I know
that when a man like that goes he goes the limit. There’s no middle
course for some men, they’re not made that way.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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