And then as the growing total of those gong strokes beat in upon her
brain, all the dreamy preoccupation faded from her face. The little
compassionate smile which had accompanied the last words disappeared
before the swift, taut change that straightened her lips. She whirled,
peering from startled eyes up at the dim old dial, refusing to
believe her own count; and as she stood, body tensely poised, gazing
incredulously at the hands, she realized for the first time how fast
the hours had flown while she bent, forgetful of all else, over her
paper patterns.
The table rocked dangerously as she crowded her body between it and
the windowsill and, back to the light, stood staring with her face
cupped in her hands out into the blackness. Far across the valley the
dilapidated farmhouse on the ridge showed only a blurred blot against
the skyline.
Minutes the girl stood and watched. The minutes lengthened interminably
while the light for which she waited failed to show through the
dark, until a dead white, living fear began to creep across her face--a
fear that wiped the last trace of childishness from her tightened
features.
"He's late," she whispered hoarsely. "It's the last week, and it's
just kept him later than usual!"
But there was no assurance in the words that faltered from her lips.
They were lifelessly dull, as though she were trying to convince
herself of a thing she already knew she could not believe.
As long as she could she stood there at the window, doggedly fighting
the rising terror that was bleaching her face; fighting the dread
which was never quite asleep within her brain--the dread of that old
stone demijohn standing in the corner of the kitchen, which for all
her broken pleading Young Denny Bolton had refused with a strange,
unexplained stubbornness to remove--until that rising terror drove her
away from the pane.
One wide-flung arm swept the stack of neatly folded patterns in a
rustling storm to the floor as she pushed her way out from the
narrow space between table edge and sill. The girl did not heed
them or the lamp, that rocked drunkenly with the tottering table.
She had forgotten everything--the thick white square of cardboard,
even the stooped old man in the small back room--in the face of the
overwhelming fear that reason could not fight down. Only the
peculiarly absolute silence that came with the sudden cessation of his
droning monotone checked the panic haste of her first rush. With one
hand clutching the knob of the outer door she turned back.
John Anderson was sitting twisted about on his high stool, gazing
after her in infantile, perplexed reproach, his long fingers clasped
loosely about the almost finished figure over which he had been
toiling. As the girl turned back toward him his eyes wandered down to
it and he began to shake his head slowly, vacantly, hopelessly. A low
moaning whimper stirred her lips; then the hand tight-clenched over
the knob slackened. She ran swiftly across to him.
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