"I am too cruelly punished," she moaned to herself, and for the next
hour or so she was completely prostrated both in body and mind. For her
position was one that must have daunted the stoutest-hearted woman. She
could not hope that, now she had been so degraded, if seen, any
Englishman would recognise her and so give notice of her whereabouts;
while the insolent Rajah might arrive at any moment to triumph over the
downfall of the proud beauty of the station.
But somehow, in spite of her peril, her thoughts wandered from the
Rajah, and kept centring themselves upon that question of what Neil
Harley would think and say, if ever he should look again upon her
terribly-disfigured face.
By degrees her sobs grew less painful, and she lay back with her face
still hidden in her hands, thinking of the harsh file that had been used
to her beautiful teeth, and the powerful stain that had been applied,
and wondering why she had not foreseen, after the dyeing of her face,
that a further attempt would be made to liken her to the native women.
She realised, too, now how strong was the Malay nature in cunning, for
their proceedings would more effectually secure her from being found
than concealment in the deepest recesses of the jungle. In fact, though
she kept her eyes closed, ever staring, as it were, straight out of the
darkness, was the swarthy distorted countenance she had seen in the
glass, with its filed and blackened teeth; and as this was burned into
her brain, she felt that so long as speech was denied her she might be
kept even in the native town close to her friends, none of whom would
recognise in her the Helen Perowne they sought.
She knew that it was a cunningly-devised and clever plan for destroying
her identity, and by it she felt, as she shuddered, she had become as it
were one of the Rajah's slaves--one of the wretched, hopeless women
branded as his like so many cattle, and in her anguish the hot blinding
tears gathered once more as she realised the degradation of her
position, and her spirits sank lower and lower as she once more lay back
and wept.
At length, after how long a time she could not tell, she was aroused by
one of her Malay attendants who seemed to be somewhat moved by her
distress. This, the gentler of the two, brought a little vessel of
perfumed water, and bending over the sobbing prisoner, she gently
removed her hands, and after a little resistance succeeded in bathing
her burning eyes and stinging lips, talking to her soothingly the while
in Malay, a good portion of which Helen, whose senses were sharpened by
her position, contrived to understand.
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