"Why do you cry, dear?" said the girl tenderly. "I ought not to like
you, but you are so handsome, and in such trouble, that I feel sorry.
But why do you cry? You cannot tell how you are improved. You were
dreadful before with your English look--your sickly pale face, your
white teeth and poor thin lips. Now you are lovely and our people would
worship you with your soft brown skin and shining dark teeth. The
filing has made your poor thin lips grow large and fresh as they should
be. Look; they are nearly as big and full as mine. He will love you
more and more now, and though I laughed when I saw you first, and
thought you a poor weak white thing, now I begin to feel afraid and
jealous and to hate you for coming here."
As Helen caught the meaning of these words, fully realising what was
meant, and heard her companion speak of someone who would be gratified
by her changed appearance, a shiver of dread ran through her, and she
lay back staring wildly at the speaker.
"Jealousy--hate me," thought Helen. "Yes; she talked of hating me."
A ray of hope shot through the darkness here.
"She cannot like to have me here, and she would be glad to see me gone.
What am I," she cried, mentally, "to crouch here in this pitiful way,
weeping and bewailing my misfortunes, asking myself what those who love
me will think and say? Have I been such a wretched handsome doll all my
life, that now I am cast upon myself for protection my actions are those
of a child?"
A change was coming over Helen Perowne, forced by the terrible position
in which she was placed, and roused now in spirit, she thought more and
more deeply of all this, till it seemed to her that the Malay girl had
struck the keynote of her future action, and that after feeling her way
cautiously she had but to appeal to this attendant for her aid, and she
would win her goodwill in an attempt to escape.
The day wore on, and in spite of herself the weariness produced by
exhaustion brought on a sensation of drowsiness that Helen could not
overcome. One minute she had determined that she would not yield to
sleep, the next she was starting with a cry of fear from a deep slumber
which had surprised her almost as she thought.
The Malay girl smiled, laid her cool hand upon her forehead, and kissed
her very tenderly--so tenderly that, with a sob, proud disdainful Helen
Perowne caught the brown hand in hers, and laid it upon her throbbing
breast.
Again the drowsy sensation began to master her, and she started up with
a face distorted, fleeing as she believed from some terrible danger.
The girl spoke a few soothing words, and gazed so kindly in the
prisoner's eyes, that Helen sank back once more, yielding to the
powerful influence that came upon her, and almost the next moment she
was sleeping deeply, quite exhausted by what she had suffered.
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