“I don't know that,” broke he in. “He who wears finer linen than you is
often a terrible tyrant, on no higher or better ground. If any man has
been taught that lesson, _I_ have! The world has one easy formula for
its guidance. If you be poor, you must be either incompetent or
improvident, or both; your patched coat and shabby hat are vouchers for
one or the other, and sleek success does not trouble itself to ask
which.”
“The name of Herbert Layton is a sure guarantee against such
depreciation,” said she, in a voice tremulous with pride and emotion.
“So it might, if it had not earned a little extra notoriety in police
courts,” said he, with a laugh of intense bitterness.
“Tell me of your dinner last night,” said she, eager to withdraw him
from the vein she ever dreaded most. “Was your party a pleasant one?”
“Pleasant!--no, the very reverse of pleasant! We had discussion instead
of conversation, and in lieu of those slight differences of sentiment
which flavor talk, we had stubborn contradictions. All _my_ fault, too,
Grace. I was in one of _my_ unhappy humors, and actually forgot I was a
dispensary doctor and in the presence of an ex-Treasury Lord, with great
influence and high acquaintances. You can fancy, Grace, how boldly I
dissented from all he said.”
“But if you were in the right, Herbert--”
“Which is exactly what I was not; at least, I was quite as often in the
wrong. My amusement was derived from seeing how powerless he was to
expose the fallacies that outraged him. He was stunned by a fire of
blank cartridge, and obliged to retreat before it. But now that it's all
over, I may find the amusement a costly one. And then, I drank too much
wine--” She gave a heavy sigh, and turned away to hide her look. “Yes,”
resumed he, with a fierce bitterness in his tone, “the momentary flush
of self-esteem--Dutch courage, though it be--is a marvellous temptation
to a poor, beaten-down, crushed spirit, and wine alone can give it; and
so I drank, and drank on.”
“But not to excess,” said she, in a half-broken whisper.
“At least to unconsciousness. I know nothing of how or when I quitted
the Rectory, nor how I came down the cliffs and reached this in safety.
The path is dangerous enough at noonday with a steady head and a
cautious foot, and yet last night assuredly I could not boast of
either.”
Another and a deeper sigh escaped her, despite her efforts to stifle it.
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