One Woman: Being the Second Part of a Romance of SussexOllivant, Alfred
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One Woman: Being the Second Part of a Romance of Sussex
Ollivant, Alfred
Sussex (England) -- Fiction
Sometimes of evenings, as Ernie dozed before the fire in characteristic
negligé, collarless, tie-less, somnolent as the cat, she watched him
with growing resentment, comparing him to that Other, so much the
master of himself and his little world.
"You _are_ slack," she said once, more to herself than him.
"I got a right to be, I reck'n, a'ter my day's work," he answered
sleepily.
"Joe's not like that," she answered, wetting her thread. "He's spry,
he is. Doos a long day's work too--and earns big money, Joe do.
Brings home more'n twice as much what you do Saraday--and no wife nor
children neether."
Ernie looked up and blinked. For a moment she hoped and feared she had
stung him to eruption. Then he nodded off again. That was what
annoyed Ruth. He would not flare. He was like his father. But
qualities a woman admires in an old man she may despise in her lover.
As she retired upon him she felt him giving way behind her. She was
seeking support and finding emptiness.
And as that Other, shaggy-maned and mighty, stole towards her with his
air of a conqueror, trampling the heather under-foot, the inadequacy of
her own mate forced itself upon her notice always more.
Ruth, now thirty, was in the full bloom of her passionate womanhood;
drawing with her far-flung fragrance the pollen-bearing bee and drawn
to him. The girl who had been seized and overthrown by a passing
brigand was a woman now who looked life in the face with steadfast eyes
and meant to have her share of the fruits of it. The old Christian
doctrines of patience, resignation, abnegation of the right to a full
life, made no appeal to her. Richly dowered herself, she would not
brook a starved existence. She who was empty yearned for fulness.
After her catastrophe, itself the consequence of daring, Ern had come
into her life and given her what she had needed most just then--rest,
security, above all children. On that score she was satisfied now; and
perhaps for that very reason her spirit was all the more a-thirst for
adventure in other fields. She was one of those women who demand
everything of life and are satisfied with nothing less. Like many such
her heart was full of children but her arms were empty. For her
fulfilment she needed children and mate. Some women were content with
one, some with the other. Great woman that she was, nothing less than
both could satisfy her demands; and her emptiness irked her
increasingly.
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