“You remember those keys, papa; I am going to return them to you; but I
want you to kneel down with me here, now, when all that feverish
excitement of last night has passed away; I want you to promise me, as
you hope for mercy and happiness in a better world when this life is all
gone by and done with,--I want you to promise me that you will never
again under any circumstances, in any hour of trial or temptation, think
of that dreadful alternative of which you thought last night. Oh, papa!
remember it is such a terrible sin even to think of it; for we can never
do so until we have ceased to trust in God.”
The simple words went straight to Lionel Hillary’s heart--that
world-weary heart, in which there was but this one tender quality of
paternal love still left. No subtle arguments of theologian or
philosopher could have so deeply influenced him as his daughter’s gentle
pleading. He knelt by her side, close to a little table, on which an
open Testament was lying, and pressing his lips upon the sacred page
swore that he would never again contemplate the sin which he had so
nearly committed only a few hours before.
“It is a coward’s remedy at the best,” he said presently; and then he
took his daughter in his arms and looked down at her tearful face with a
mist before his own eyes, which made that bright young beauty seem
blotted and dim. “My Maude, my darling, surely Heaven must have created
you to be my guardian angel. I have not been a good man; I have been too
much of a speculator for the last few years,--a reckless speculator,
perhaps; but when the demon of commercial hazard had his grip strongest
upon me, your image was always in my mind. I wanted to leave you rich,
secure from all the troubles of this world. I was a poor man in my young
days, Maude; and perhaps the bitterness of that early time may have
taught me to set too high a value upon wealth. Fortune came to me
afterwards, almost as wonderfully as it comes to a prince in a fairy
tale; and some recklessness of spirit may have been engendered in me by
my own successes and by the times in which I have lived.”
“But, dear papa, you need not fear poverty for my sake,” said Maude;
“only trust in me, and when the time comes you shall find me ready to
face it. My life has been very pleasant--too pleasant, I dare say,--I
have always felt that it was so when the thought has come to me of all
the people who suffer in this world. But you know how the princess in
the fairy tale, who has never known a sorrow, goes out all at once into
the great forest, more helpless and lonely than the poorest woodman’s
daughter, and yet no harm ever comes to the princess, papa. If it will
only please Heaven to spare your good name, poverty will have no sting
for me; and if disgrace _should_ come, I will bear it for your sake,--I
will bear it without a murmur for your sake, papa.”
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