“O yes; that’s all very well!” muttered Mr. Lowther peevishly, after
having read this part of Miss Hillary’s epistle twice over; “but Lionel
Hillary’s daughter with fifty thousand pounds or so, and without a
penny, are two very different people. Not but what she’s always a
beautiful girl and a charming girl; but a man can have his pick of
charming and beautiful girls, if _that’s_ all he wants to set him up in
life. I love her, Heaven knows; and the sight of her writing sends a
thrill through my veins like the touch of her hand, or the fluttering of
her breath upon my cheek. But poverty makes a man practical, and I think
I never read a letter that had less of the practical in it than this
letter. It’s a woman’s epistle all over. We must be patient, and wait
till we’re worn out by waiting, and the engagement between us becomes a
chain that binds us both from better things, and the sound of each
other’s name becomes a nuisance to us from its associations of trouble
and responsibility. That’s what a long engagement generally comes to. If
I’d distinguished myself in India, led a desperate charge against
orders, or taken the gate of an Affghan fortress, or done something
reckless and mad-headed and lucky, and could have gone back with a
captaincy, and a dash of newspaper celebrity about my name, I might have
hoped that old Hillary, in a moment of maudlin after-dinner generosity,
would have given his consent to my marriage with Maude. But how am I to
present myself at Twickenham, and say, ‘I have been taking care of
convicts for the last two years,--not particularly well, for more
convicts have escaped into the bush in my time than in any other man’s
time, according to the reports,--and I have come back to England with
the same rank that I had when I left, and with less money than I took
away with me’? Can I go to Lionel Hillary and say that? Is that the sort
of argument which will induce a man to give me his daughter and her
fortune?”
He went back to Miss Hillary’s letter. It was only a frivolous letter,
after all; and it contained more intelligence about a morning concert in
Hanover Square, a regatta at Ryde, and a preternaturally sagacious
Skye-terrier, than was likely to be gratifying to a discontented exile
at Port Arthur. But Mr. Lowther was fain to content himself as he might
with the pretty girlish gossip. It was something, after all his
grumbling, to receive the assurance that he was not entirely forgotten
by the only daughter and sole heiress of one of the richest merchants in
the city of London.
He looked up presently from his letter, to see Francis Tredethlyn
standing in the doorway between the two rooms, pale to the lips, and
clutching at his throat as if he had some difficulty in breathing.
“What’s the matter, man?” asked the ensign; “hasn’t the old chap left
you any money, after all?”
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