She turned with dragging step toward the house, scarcely hearing,
utterly heedless of the sound of approaching wheels; even when they
stopped outside the gate she did not notice; but suddenly a voice
cried, in low and tremulous accents, "Stella!" and she turned, with her
hand pressed to her bosom. She knew the voice, and it went to her heart
like a knife. It was not _his_, but so like, so like.
She turned and started, for there, standing in the moonlight, leaning
on the arm of her maid, was Lady Lilian.
The two stood for a moment regarding each other in silence, then Stella
came nearer.
Lady Lilian held out her hand, and Stella came and took her by her arm.
"Wait for me in the lane, Jeanette," said Lady Lilian. "You will let me
lean on you, Stella," she added, softly.
Stella took her and led her to a seat, and the two sat in silence.
Stella with her eyes on the ground, Lilian with hers fixed on the pale,
lovely face--more lovely even than when she had last seen it, flushed
with happiness and love's anticipation. A pang shot through the tender
heart of the sick girl as she noted the dark rings under the beautiful
eyes, the tightly drawn lips, the wan, weary face.
"Stella," she murmured, and put her arm round her.
Stella turned her face; it was almost hard in her effort at
self-control.
"Lady Lilian----"
"Lilian--only Lilian."
"You have come here--so late!"
"Yes, I have come, Stella," she murmured, and the tears sprang to her
eyes, drawn thither by the sound of the other voice, so sad and so
hopeless. "I could not rest, dear. You would have come to me, Stella,
if I had--if it had happened to me!"
Stella's lips moved.
"Perhaps."
Lilian took her hand--hot and feverish and restless.
"Stella, you must not be angry with me----"
A wan smile flickered on the pale face.
"Angry! Look at me. There is nothing that could happen to-night that
would rouse me to anger."
"Oh, my dear, my dear! you frighten me!"
Stella looked at her with awful calm.
"Do I?" Then her voice dropped. "I am almost frightened at myself. Why
have you come?" she asked almost sharply.
"Because I thought you needed me--some one, some girl young like
yourself. Do not send me away, Stella. You will hear what I have come
to say?"
"Yes, I will hear," said Stella, wearily, "though no words that can be
spoken will help me, none."
"Stella, I--I have heard----"
Stella looked at her, and her lips quivered.
"You have seen him--he has told you?" she breathed.
Lilian bent her head.
"Yes, dear, I have seen him. Oh, Stella, if you had seen him as I have
done!--if you had heard him speak! His voice----"
Stella put up her hand.
"Don't!--Spare me!" she uttered, hoarsely.
"But why--why should it be?" murmured Lilian, clinging to her hand.
"Why, Stella, you cannot guess how he loves you? There never was love
so deep, so pure, so true as his!"
A faint flush broke over the pale face.
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