Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 2 (of 3)Grant, James
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Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 2 (of 3)
Grant, James
Afghan Wars -- Fiction
"Sit beside me, please, and not behind; I shall have quite a crick in
my poor little neck by the way I have to turn--and I shall give you
the reins too."
In a moment Denzil was seated by her side.
"And now," said she, "let us talk of something else than love; we
have had quite enough of it for one day, my poor Denzil."
How his heart thrilled again, at the sound of his own name on her
lips.
"Of what shall we speak--of what else can one think or speak when
with you?"
"Oh, anything; how do you like this dress, for instance--my ayah
trimmed it?" and while speaking she opened her soft cashmere shawl
and showed her waist and the breast of her dress trimmed with--Denzil
knew not what--for to resist putting an arm round that adorable waist
(a movement which we dare not quite say Miss Rose Trecarrel perhaps
expected) was impossible.
"Denzil--Mr. Devereaux!" she exclaimed--"oh good Heavens! if you--if
we are seen by any one."
"Pardon me--but permit me," he sighed.
"Listen for a moment and do be reasonable. I can scarcely admit or
realise the idea that you are _the_ one who is to give a tone, a
colour, to all my future life. No, Denzil; you have paid me the
greatest compliment a man can pay a woman; but it may not be. Let us
be friends--oh yes! dear, dear friends, who shall never forget each
other; but not lovers" (here she held up her ruddy lips to the
bewildered Denzil) "not lovers--oh,no--not lovers!"
Kisses stifled all that might have followed.
What art or madness was this?
Denzil felt as if the landscape swam around him, and he was rather
fond and fatuous in his proceedings, we must admit; but his
earnestness impressed at last the coquette by his side. She began to
think she had gone rather too far, so she became grave, and a sadness
almost stole over her face.
She began to consider that this love-making was all very well and
pleasant so long as it lasted, but where was it to end? As others
have ended, thought Rose. There were moments when she could not help
yielding to the calm delight with which the pure passion of Denzil
was apt to inspire her, for there was a genuine freshness in it.
Many had flattered her; many had pressed and kissed her hands, toyed
with her beautiful hair, aye, and not a few had kissed her cheek too;
but beyond all those, he seemed so happy, so intensely enchanted with
her--seeming to drink in her accents--to live upon her smiles!
In short, he thoroughly _believed_ in her, and she tried for the time
to believe in herself; and yet--and yet--with the impassioned kisses
of her young lover on her lips, she felt that it was all folly--folly
in him, folly in her--a folly that must soon have a painful, perhaps
a mortifying end.
Did it never occur to her, that young though he was, those caresses
and kisses--those words half sighed, and thoughts half-uttered, might
never be forgotten by him; but be recalled in time to come with
sadness as "the delight of remembered days."
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