Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 2 (of 3)Grant, James
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Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 2 (of 3)
Grant, James
Afghan Wars -- Fiction
"A bullet won't feel a bit the more pleasant if it hits you as a
captain," said a 37th man, laughing.
Would Rose regret him? had been Denzil's secret thought; and now amid
the gay clatter of tongues around him, the speculations as to the
treaty on the tapis, the chances of a peaceful retreat, the pros and
cons of why Sale did not cut his way back from Jellalabad, and some
of that banter about women which seems inseparable from the
conversation of young men--more than all, of military men--he was
startled by some of the things that were said of Rose Trecarrel, and
which, though bitter to hear, served to divert his grief. His
self-esteem--his _amour propre_ had been severely wounded, and he had
to conceal these emotions from Waller and Polwhele; yet they
suspected that "something was up," by his ceasing to go near the
Trecarrels, at whose villa near the Residency he had been almost a
daily visitor.
Could the young man have foreseen it, in his bitterness he might have
rejoiced that the Afghan sabre was ere long to cut the Gordian knot
of all his difficulties.
Jack Polwhele, who had been eyeing him silently with a comical
twinkle in his black eyes, said, in a low voice--
"So, Devereaux, the mistress of your destiny has proved slippery
after all! Laugh at the whole affair, and you'll soon forget all
about it. Were I in your place, she might--as the song has it--go to
Hong Kong for me."
Denzil knit his brow and reddened with irritation; but, tipping the
ashes of his cigar and watching the smoke thereof as it ascended to
the straw-roof of the bungalow, Jack resumed, in a voice so low as to
be unheard by Waller--
"With a vast amount of _espièglerie_, Rose, I must admit, has many
physical attractions; and, Denzil, you were her pet flirtation for
the nonce--every fellow saw that--nothing more. It is a fine thing
to talk to a handsome girl about 'elective affinities and the union
of souls,' that 'marriages are made in heaven, and not in the
money-market' or the shop of some sharping lawyer; but it often grows
perilous work for a griff, with a girl like Rose, who cannot care
very much for any one."
Denzil still sat smoking in silence, and felt somewhat perplexed by
the extreme candour of his brother-officer. In short, he knew not
quite how to take it.
"Could she only have been flirting with me?" thought he, and we fear
Rose would have answered in the affirmative. "No two persons, I have
heard, have exactly the same or correct idea of what flirting is (he
had not): talking a deal to a pretty girl, or laughing much with her,
are called so; but surely there may be deeper flirting, at times, in
silence. Oh! we were not flirting: I loved her--I love her yet--and
thought she loved me, when glance met glance, and eye answered to eye
the unasked question!"
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