She did not notice the cloud upon his brow, or that he spoke only in
order to lead her to talk. She was too much preoccupied with herself
for her customary quick sympathy with the moods of others. She made no
inquiries as to how he had spent the day, and seemingly had forgotten
him as completely as he had been absorbed in her. He saw with a deeper
regret than he could understand that, except when he awakened her pity
by suffering, or entertained her by his conversation as any stranger
might, he apparently had no hold upon her thoughts.
After supper, in answer to the children's demand for stories, she said
almost petulantly that she was "too tired," and permitted Aunt Eulie to
take them with sorrowful faces away to bed earlier than usual.
"I need a little rest and quiet," she said.
Gregory was eager for further conversation in order that he might
obtain some idea how mercy would tinge her judgment of him if she
should ever come to know the worst, but she suddenly seemed disinclined
to talk, or give him any attention at all.
Taking the arm-chair he usually occupied, and leaving the other for her
father, she leaned back luxuriously and gazed dreamily into the fire.
Mr. Walton politely offered Gregory his. Then Annie, suddenly, as if
awakening, rose and said, "Excuse me," and was about to vacate her seat.
But Gregory insisted upon her keeping it, saying, "You need it more
than I, after the unusual fatigues of the day. I am no longer an
invalid. Even the ache in my bones from my cold has quite disappeared."
She readily yielded to his wish, and again appeared to see something in
the fire that quite absorbed her. After receiving a few courteous
monosyllables he apparently busied himself with a magazine.
Suddenly she said to her father, "Are you sure the steamer is due
to-day?"
He replied with a nod and a smile that Gregory did not understand, and
he imagined that she also gave him a quick look of vexed perplexity.
She did, for by that steamer she expected her lover, Mr. Hunting, who
had been abroad on a brief business visit, and she hoped that in a day
or two he would make his appearance. Conscious of the bitter enmity
that Gregory for some unknown reason cherished toward him, she dreaded
their meeting. As Gregory watched her furtively, her brow contracted
into a positive frown. The following thoughts were the cause: "It will
be exceedingly stiff and awkward to have two guests in the house who
are scarcely on speaking terms, and unless I can make something like
peace, it will be unendurable. Moreover, I don't want any strangers
around, much less this one, while Charles is here."
Thus in the secret of her soul Annie's hospitality gave out utterly,
and in spirit she had incontinently turned an unwelcome guest out of
doors. Now that she had really won a vantage-ground that could be used
effectively, all her Christian and kindly purposes were forgotten in
the self-absorption that had suddenly mastered her.
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