A storm had passed away, leaving not a trace. The October sun shone in
undimmed splendor, and all nature appeared to rejoice in its light. The
waves with their silver crests seemed chasing one another in mad glee.
The sailing vessels, as they tacked to and fro across the river under
the stiff western breeze, made the water foam about their blunt prows,
and the white-winged gulls wheeled in graceful circles overhead. There
was a sense of movement and life that was contagious. Gregory's dull
eyes kindled with something like interest, and then he thought: "The
storm lowered over these sunny shores yesterday. The gloom of night
rested upon these waters but a few hours since. Why is it that nature
can smile and be glad the moment the shadow passes and I cannot? Is
there no sunlight for the soul? I seem as if entering a cave, that
grows colder and darker at every step, and no gleam shines at the
further end, indicating that I may pass through it and out into the
light again."
Thus letting his fancy wander at will, at times half-dreaming and
half-waking, he passed the hours that elapsed before the boat touched
at a point in the Highlands of the Hudson, his destination. Making a
better dinner than he had enjoyed for a long time, and feeling stronger
than for weeks before, he started for the place that now, of all the
world, had for him the greatest attraction.
There was no marked change in the foliage as yet, but only a deepening
of color, like a flush on the cheek of beauty. As he was driving along
the familiar road, farm-house and grove, and even tree, rock, and
thicket, began to greet him as with the faces of old friends. At last
he saw, nestling in a wild, picturesque valley, the quaint outline of
his former home. His heart yearned toward it, and he felt that next to
his mother's face no other object could be so welcome.
"Slower, please," he said to the driver.
Though his eyes were moist, and at times dim with tears, not a feature
in the scene escaped him. When near the gateway he sprung out with a
lightness that he would not have believed possible the day before, and
said, "Come for me at five."
For a little time he stood leaning on the gate. Two children were
playing on the lawn, and it almost seemed to him that the elder, a boy
of about ten years, might be himself, and he a passing stranger, who
had merely stopped to look at the pretty scene.
"Oh that I were a boy like that one there! Oh that I were here again as
of old!" he sighed. "How unchanged it all is, and I so changed! It
seems as if the past were mocking me. That must be I there playing with
my little sister. Mother must be sewing in her cheery south room, and
father surely is taking his after-dinner nap in the library. Can it be
that they are all dead save me? and that this is but a beautiful
mirage?"
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