Then, turning to her, he caught her wistful, interested look--an
expression which said plainly, "I want to help you," and it touched
him. He continued, feelingly, "Perhaps you are not conscious of it, but
you now look as if you cared whether I was good or bad, was sad or
happy, lived or died. If I could only see that God cared in something
the same way! He no doubt intends to do what is best for the race in
the long run, but that may involve my destruction. I dread His
terrible, inexorable laws."
"Alas!" said Annie, tears welling up into her eyes, "I am not wise
enough to argue out these matters and demonstrate the truth. I suppose
it can be done by those who know how."
"I doubt it," said he, shaking his head decisively.
"Well, I can tell you only what I feel and know."
"That is better than argument--that is what I would like. You are not a
weak, sentimental woman, full of mysticism and fancies, and I should
have much confidence in what you know and feel."
"Do not say that I am not a weak woman; I have shown you otherwise. Be
sincere with me, for I am with you. Well, it seems to me that this
question of prayer is simply one of fact. We know that God answers
prayer, not only because He said He would, but because He does. From my
own experience I am as certain of it as of my existence. I think that
many who sneer or doubt in regard to prayer are very unfair. I ask you,
is it scientific for men to say, 'Nothing is true save what we have
seen and know ourselves?' How that would limit one's knowledge. If some
facts are discovered in Europe and established by a few proper
witnesses, we believe them here. Now in every age multitudes have said
that it was a fact that God heard and answered their prayers. What
right has any one to ignore these truths any more than any other truths
of human experience? I ask my earthly father for something. The next
day I find it on my dressing-table. Is it a delusion to believe that he
heard and granted my request? When I ask my Heavenly Father for outward
things, He sometimes gives them, and sometimes He does not, as He sees
is best for me, just as my parents did when I was a little child. And I
have already seen that He has often been kinder in refusing. But when I
ask for that which will meet my deeper and spiritual needs I seldom ask
in vain. If you should ask me how I know it, I in return ask how you
know that you are ill, or well, that you are glad or sad, or tired, or
anything about yourself that depends on your own inner consciousness?
If I should say unjust, insulting things to you now, how would you know
you were angry? If I should say, Mr. Gregory, you are mocking me; what
I am now saying has no interest for you; you don't hear me, you don't
understand me, you are thinking of something else, what kind of proof
to the contrary could you offer? Suppose that I should say I want
mathematical proof that you do feel an interest, or physical
proof--something that I can measure, weigh, or see--should I be
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