Gregory took off his hat with a polite bow and said: "I beg your
pardon; I was under the impression that you were doing the 'cussing.' I
shall come and see you soon, for somehow it does me good to have you
swear at me. I only wish I had as good a friend in the world as Mr.
Walton has in you." With these words he sprung from the fence on the
orchard side, and made his way to the hill behind the Walton residence,
leaving the old man mumbling and muttering in a very profane manner.
"Like enough it was somebody visitin' at the Walton's, and I've made
a--fool of myself after all. What's worse, that poor little Miss Eulie
will hear I've been swearin' agin, and there'll be another awful
prayin' time. What a cussed old fool I be, to promise to quit swearin'!
I know I can't. What's the good o' stoppin'? It's inside, and might as
well come out. The Lord knows I don't mean no disrespect to Him. It's
only one of my ways. He knows well enough that I'm a good neighbor, and
what's the harm in a little cussin'?" and so the strange old man talked
on to himself in the intervals between long pulls at his pipe.
By the time Gregory reached the top of the hill his strength was quite
exhausted, and, panting, he sat down on the sunny side of a thicket of
cedars, for the late afternoon was growing chilly. Beneath him lay the
one oasis in a desert world.
With an indescribable blending of pleasure and pain, he found himself
tracing with his eye every well-remembered path, and marking every
familiar object.
Not a breath of air was stirring, and it would seem that Nature was
seeking to impart to his perturbed spirit, full of the restless
movement of city life and the inevitable disquiet of sin, something of
her own calmness and peace. The only sounds he heard seemed a part of
nature's silence,--the tinkle of cowbells, the slumberous monotone of
water as it fell over the dam, the grating notes of a katydid, rendered
hoarse by recent cool nights, in a shady ravine near by, and a black
cricket chirping at the edge of the rock on which he sat--these were
all. And yet the sounds, though not heard for years, seemed as familiar
as the mother's lullaby that puts a child to sleep, and a delicious
sense of restfulness stole into his heart. The world in which he had so
greatly sinned and suffered might be another planet, it seemed so far
away. Could it be that in a few short hours he had escaped out of the
hurry and grind of New York into this sheltered nook? Why had he not
come before? Here was the remedy for soul and body, if any existed.
Not a person was visible on the place, and it seemed that it might thus
have been awaiting him in all his absence, and that now he had only to
go and take possession.
"So our home in heaven awaits us, mother used to say," he thought,
"while we are such willing exiles from it. I would give all the world
to believe as she did."
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