He merely bowed and said, "I supposed it would be so. It is like you.
As for myself--I do not know what my future will be, save that it will
be full of pain. Rest assured of one thing, however. I can never be a
common, vulgar sinner again, after having loved you. That would be
sacrilege. Your memory will blend with that of my mother, and shine
like a distant star in my long night. But you have no right to ask me
to come here any more. Though you do not believe in my love, it is a
reality nevertheless, and I cannot inflict upon myself the unbearable
pain of seeing you, yet hedged about with that which must ever keep me
at a distance. With my feelings, even my poor sense of honor forbids my
seeking your presence. Can I visit you feigning friendship, while my
heart is consuming with love? Come, Miss Walton, we shall have our real
leave taking here, and our formal one at the house. I don't think
gratitude will ever fade out of my heart for all you have tried to do
for me, wherever I am. Even the 'selfish' Walter Gregory can honestly
wish you happiness unalloyed. And you will have it, too, in spite
of--well, in spite of everything, for your happiness is from within,
not without. Give me your hand, and say good-by under the old mossy
trees."
Annie burst into tears and said, "I can't say good-by and have you
leave us so unhappy--so unbelieving. Mr. Gregory, will you never trust
in God?"
"I fear not--not after what I know to-day. He seems wronging you who
are so true to Him, as well as me. You see I am honest with you, as I
said I would be. Can you take the hand of such as I?"
She did take it in both of hers, and said, with passionate earnestness,
"O that I could save you from yourself by main force!"
He was deeply moved, but after a moment said, gently, "That is like
your warm heart. But you cannot. Good-by, Annie Walton. Go on in your
brave, noble life to the end, and then heaven will be the better for
your coming."
"Will you forgive my harsh words?"
"They were more true than harsh. They were forgiven when spoken."
"Mr. Gregory," she cried, "I will not say farewell as you say it. I
have prayed for you, and so has your mother. I will still pray for you
unceasingly. You cannot prevent it, and I will not doubt God's promise
to hear."
"I cannot share your faith. I am saying good-by in the saddest sense."
He stooped and kissed her hand, and then said, firmly, "The end has
come. We really part here. I leave you as I came."
With eyes downcast and blinded with tears she accompanied him out of
the deep shade to the further side of the orchard nearest the house.
Jeff was on a tall ladder that leaned against a heavily laden tree, and
was just about to descend.
"That's right," cried Gregory; "come down with your basket and give me
a taste of those apples. They look the same as when I used to pick them
sixteen years ago."
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