He did not trust himself to look at her, but he said, firmly, "Miss
Walton, in a few moments we shall be under the eyes of others, and
perhaps I shall never have another chance to speak to you alone. Let me
say a few plain, honest words before I go. I am not ashamed of my love
for you, nor to have it known. I am glad there was man enough in me to
love such a woman as you are. You are not one of those society belles
who wish to boast of their conquests. I wish merely to leave in a
manner that will save you all embarrassing questions and surmises, and
enable you to go back to your father as if nothing had happened. The
best I can do is to maintain the outward semblance of a gentleman with
which I came. In regard to Charles Hunting--please listen patiently--I
know that you will not believe any statement of mine. It is your nature
to trust implicitly those you love. But since I have had time to think,
even the little conscience I possess will not permit me to go away in
silence in regard to him. Do not think my words inspired by jealousy. I
have given you up. You are as unattainable by me as heaven. But that
man is not worthy of you. Think well before you--"
"You are right," she interrupted, hotly. "I will not believe anything
against him whom I have known and loved for years. If sincere, you are
mistaken. But I entreat you, for my own sake as well as yours, never
speak a word against him again. Because, if you do, it will be hard for
me to forgive you. If you place the slightest value on my good opinion
and continued regard, you will not throw them away so uselessly. I do
feel--I ever wish to feel--a deep and friendly interest in you,
therefore speak for yourself, and I will listen with honest sympathy.
Give me hope, if possible, that you will think better of all this
folly--that you will visit your old home and those who wish to be your
true friends--that you will give me a chance to make you better
acquainted with one whom you now greatly wrong. Please give me
something better than this parting promises to end in."
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