And such an opinion of him, with some hopeful exceptions and
indications, would be correct. The expression of irritation and
self-disgust still remaining on his face as the stage rumbles down town
is a hopeful sign. His soul at least is not surrounded by a Chinese
wall of conceit. However perverted his nature may be, it is not a
shallow one, and he evidently has a painful sense of the wrongs
committed against it. Though his square jaw and the curve of his lip
indicate firmness, one could not look upon his contracted brow and
half-despairing expression, as he sits oblivious of all surroundings,
without thinking of a ship drifting helplessly and in distress. There
are encouraging possibilities in the fact that from those windows of
the soul, his eyes, a troubled rather than an evil spirit looks out. A
close observer would see at a glance that he was not a good man, but he
might also note that he was not content with being a bad one. There was
little of the rigid pride and sinister hardness or the conceit often
seen on the faces of men of the world who have spent years in spoiling
their manhood; and the sensual phase of coarse dissipation was quite
wanting.
You will find in artificial metropolitan society many men so
emasculated that they are quite vain of being blase--fools that with
conscious superiority smile disdainfully at those still possessing
simple, wholesome tastes for things which they in their indescribable
accent characterize as a "bore."
But Walter Gregory looked like one who had early found the dregs of
evil life very bitter, and his face was like that of nature when
smitten with untimely frosts.
He reached his office at last, and wearily sat down to the routine work
at his desk. Instead of the intent and interested look with which a
young and healthy man would naturally enter on his business, he showed
rather a dogged resolution to work whether he felt like it or not, and
with harsh disregard of his physical weakness.
The world will never cease witnessing the wrongs that men commit
against each other; but perhaps if the wrongs and cruelties that people
inflict on themselves could be summed up the painful aggregate would be
much larger.
As Gregory sat bending over his writing, rather from weakness than from
a stooping habit, his senior partner came in, and was evidently struck
by the appearance of feebleness on the part of the young man. The
unpleasant impression haunted him, for having looked over his letters
he came out of his private office and again glanced uneasily at the
colorless face, which gave evidence that only sheer force of will was
spurring a failing hand and brain to their tasks.
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