"Why should I wish to avoid her? If she amuses me, diverts my mind,
beguiles my pain, or more dreary apathy, why not let her exert her
power to the utmost and make herself useful? Yes, but she will try to
do more than amuse. Well, suppose she does; one can coolly foil such
efforts. Not so sure of that. If I were dealing with a man I could, but
one must be worse than a clod to hear her sing and not feel. I suppose
I made a weak fool of myself before them all last night, and they
thought I was on the eve of conversion. I half wish I were, or on the
eve of anything else. Any change from my present state would seem a
relief. But a man cannot go into these things like an impulsive girl,
even if he believes in them, which is more than I do. I seem to have
fallen into a state of moral and physical imbecility, in which I can
only doubt, suffer, and chafe.
"I won't avoid her. I will study and analyze her character. I doubt
whether she is as good, fresh, and original as she seems. Such girls
exist only in moral stories, and I've met but few even there. I will
solve her mystery. Probably it is not a very deep one, and after a day
or two she will become an old story and life resume its normal
monotony;" and he at once descended the stairs to carry out his purpose.
The children were just coming from the sitting-room where they had
their school, exclaiming, "Oh, aunty, what shall we do this awful rainy
day?"
"Wait till I have given some directions to Zibbie, and I will read you
a fairy story, and then you can go up into the garret until
dinner-time."
"May I listen to the fairy story also?" asked Walter.
Miss Walton looked up with a smile and said, "You must be
half-desperate from your imprisonment to accept of such solace. But if
you can wait till I have kept my word to the children I will read
something more to your taste."
"I think I should like to hear how a fairy story sounds once again
after all these years."
"As Shakespeare may sound to us some time in the future," she replied,
smiling.
"I can't believe we shall ever outgrow Shakespeare," he said.
"I can believe it, but cannot understand how it is possible. As yet I
am only growing up to Shakespeare."
"You seem very ready to believe what you cannot understand."
"And that is woman's way, I suppose you would like to add," she
answered, smiling over her shoulder, as she turned to the kitchen
department. "You men have a general faith that there will be dinner at
two o'clock, though you understand very little how it comes to pass,
and if you are disappointed the best of your sex have not fortitude
enough to wait patiently, so I must delay no longer to propitiate the
kitchen divinity."
"There!" he said, "I have but crossed her steps in the hall, and she
has stirred me and set my nerves tingling like an October breeze. She
is a witch."
After a few minutes Miss Walton entered. Each of the children called
for a story, and both clamored for their favorites.
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