Opus 21: Descriptive Music for the Lower Kinsey Epoch of the Atomic Age, a Concerto for a One-man Band, Six Arias for Soap Operas, Fugues, Anthems & BarrelhouseWylie, Philip
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Opus 21: Descriptive Music for the Lower Kinsey Epoch of the Atomic Age, a Concerto for a One-man Band, Six Arias for Soap Operas, Fugues, Anthems & Barrelhouse
Wylie, Philip
Authors -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Patients -- Fiction; Philosophy -- Fiction
He would, too, I thought. Get rich and pay back--Ricky. "Hundred bucks?"
"That wasn't why I wanted to see you. But thanks." He fumbled in his
mind for some sort of beginning. "Oh, hell," he finally said. "What I
want to say can be put in two sentences. And they're the hardest two I
ever had to speak. I haven't tried them on anybody yet. But I've got
to--with someone. Meaning you. It goes like this." For a full minute he
sat there saying nothing. Then he pushed back his rather long chestnut
hair and looked at me squarely--with an expression in his eyes that I
would remember for a long time, if I had a long time to remember in.
"I'm in love. And the girl's a whore." He turned away from me, after
that, and looked toward the window, toward afternoon blue sky into
which the sun still pointed. His chin was shaking.
I thought of several responses and picked one carefully. "All right.
It's said--the whole thing. It leaves me fairly undisturbed, Paul."
"I guess you don't understand--don't believe me. I mean it. The girl
actually was--a professional tart. A call girl. What they hold to be a
high-class one."
"So I gathered. I've known several cases."
"It--" He swallowed hard a time or two. "Mind if I have another Scotch?"
I shook my head.
He ordered and began once again. "I didn't know it--like a dope--for a
long time. I can't even tell whether or not knowing it right off--would
have made a difference. I suppose it would. I suppose I'd just have
been bitter--because I couldn't afford her. The name's Marcia."
"Nice name."
"Yeah. Look, Phil. It was last winter--after I got back from Eniwetok.
Some of the directors of a big corporation where I'd been called in
for a conference asked me to a party. Marcia was there. I suppose that
the other girls were the same." He looked at his knuckles. "Scratch
that. I know they were--now. Nobody said anything about it. Just--big
corporation hospitality for people like me, whose advice might make
them a few more millions. I sat around drinking cocktails and having
a swell time and thinking that the girls had got prettier while I was
in the Pacific, working. I didn't know they were to take home--like
candy--compliments of the management. And Marcia didn't mention the
fact when I asked her if she'd care to ditch the binge and have supper
just with me."
"No."
"She merely went. She went--and was charming. You see--she caught onto
my naïve assumptions, and she was being paid, and it amused her to be
thought of as just an ordinary girl--a debutante, or the like--for whom
a smart young physicist was falling like a ton of bricks." He looked
at me again. His explanation was coming more easily. "Do you get the
picture?"
"She must be bright. As well as attractive."
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