OrientationsMaugham, W. Somerset (William Somerset)
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Orientations
Maugham, W. Somerset (William Somerset)
Fiction; Short stories, English
'I can't stay here with you alone.'
'You're not going away?'
'Before, there was no harm in our being together at the hotel; but
now--'
'Oh, Valentia, don't leave me. I can't--I can't live without you.'
She heard the unhappiness in his voice. She turned to him again and laid
her two hands on his shoulders.
'Why can't you forget it all, and let us be good friends again? Forget
that you are a man. A woman can remain with a man for ever, and always
be content to walk and read and talk with him, and never think of
anything else. Can you forget it, Ferdinand? You will make me so happy.'
He did not answer, and for a long time they stood on the bridge in
silence. At last he sighed--a heartbroken sigh.
'Perhaps you're right. It may be better to pretend that we are friends.
If you like, we will forget all this.'
Her heart was too full; she could not answer; but she held out her hands
to him. He took them in his own, and, bending down, kissed them.
Then they walked home, side by side, without speaking.
V
Next morning Valentia received M. Rollo's answer to her letter. He
apologised for his delay in answering.
'_You are a philosopher_,' he said--she could see the little
snigger with which he had written the words--'_You are a
philosopher, and I was afraid lest my reply should disturb the
course of your reflections on friendship. I confess that I did not
entirely understand your letter, but I gathered that the sentiments
were correct, and it gave me great pleasure to know that your
experiment has had such excellent results. I gather that you have
not yet discovered that there is more than a verbal connection
between Friendship and Love._'
The reference is to the French equivalents of those states of mind.
'_But to speak seriously, dear child. You are young and beautiful
now, but not so very many years shall pass before your lovely skin
becomes coarse and muddy, and your teeth yellow, and the wrinkles
appear about your mouth and eyes. You have not so very many years
before you in which to collect sensations, and the recollection of
one's loves is, perhaps, the greatest pleasure left to one's old
age. To be virtuous, my dear, is admirable, but there are so many
interpretations of virtue. For myself, I can say that I have never
regretted the temptations to which I succumbed, but often the
temptations I have resisted. Therefore, love, love, love! And
remember that if love at sixty in a man is sometimes pathetic, in a
woman at forty it is always ridiculous. Therefore, take your youth
in both hands and say to yourself, "Life is short, but let me live
before I die!"_'
She did not show the letter to Ferdinand.
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