Oriole's daughter, a novel, Volume 2 (of 3) — John Shaqi
Oriole's daughter, a novel, Volume 2 (of 3)Fothergill, Jessie
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Oriole's daughter, a novel, Volume 2 (of 3)
Fothergill, Jessie
Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Rome (Italy) -- Fiction
‘I will put you down at the door of Casa Dietrich, Signor Oriole. You
know that I do not return there.’
‘Nor I,’ was the curt response. ‘You can spare yourself the trouble. I
will get out where our ways part.’
‘You do not return?’ she cried, astonished.
‘I? Never; if it is intolerable for you, what do you suppose it must be
for me? I told Signora Dietrich some weeks ago, “The day you marry the
child to the Australian, I shake the dust of your house from my feet.”
She laughed at me, and said, “Bene!” Not long before, when I thought,
for other reasons, of going away, she almost went on her knees to me
to beg me to remain.’
It was the only allusion he had ever made to any words that might have
passed between him and Signora Dietrich. Minna knew instinctively that
only strong excitement had called it forth.
‘But--but----’ she stammered, for there came with vivid clearness to
her mind the fact that he was exceedingly poor; had a salary of some
seventy or eighty pounds a year, all told, and that but for the home at
Casa Dietrich, which, it is true, he paid for with his heart’s blood,
he must have been reduced to absolute indigence. She felt a chill
at her very heart. ‘Where do you go, if I may venture to ask?’ she
inquired.
‘To a little lodging which I have taken. It does not matter where it
is,’ said he calmly, but with a certain pride at the same time. ‘It is
no place where I could ask any of my friends to come and see me. Do
not think I am complaining,’ he went on with perfect self-possession;
‘it is just. I have merited it. My own weakness, my own selfishness and
folly, taking a shape of which I will not speak to you, have placed me
in the pitiable, the contemptible position in which you see me to-day.
It is true, I have been punished already many years for my sin. It is
equally true that no number of years of expiation could sufficiently
atone for it. I stayed, like you, signora, to the last moment, in the
futile hope that something might happen--to be near her till the end.
Nay, more,’ he added, sinking his voice, ‘I called her to me one day
not long ago, and I told her that, if she chose to confront the risk
and the misery of it, I would go away with her--fly, in fact, from that
house and from her fate, and would work for her as for my daughter,
would never desert her till life deserted me. But she would not. She
said she thanked me for what I offered, and trusted me, but that it
would not make things much better; it would not give her her mother
again. I knew then that this thing would happen. Of course such things
do happen, and worse, if there can be any worse. Nothing is too ghastly
to be true. Now I have lost her--it is merely continuing my life alone.’
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