Oriole's daughter, a novel, Volume 3 (of 3) — John Shaqi
Oriole's daughter, a novel, Volume 3 (of 3)Fothergill, Jessie
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Oriole's daughter, a novel, Volume 3 (of 3)
Fothergill, Jessie
Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction; Rome (Italy) -- Fiction
She heaved a profound sigh, sadness itself, deep and beyond the power
of words to describe. Minna thrilled to it. It told her what she knew
well enough of these two, the unacknowledged father and daughter, that
despite all that might happen, though Rome should be full of enemies
for them, and the rest of the world swarming with friends; though utter
poverty, and obscurity, and unspeakable hardships might be their lot
there, and ease and distinction and consideration might await them
elsewhere, yet their hearts were there, in their own city. They were
genuine Romans.
They tolerated other places and people, they resigned themselves to
endure them as best they might; but the true, unmistakable Roman spirit
was in them--the exclusiveness which cares not for the stranger, but
only, as it were, endures him on sufferance; the want of longing for
any other life than that which they could lead within the walls of
Aurelian; the haughty, yet not ill-natured, superb contempt for other
towns, countries and peoples, which is, as it were, the hall-mark of
your true Roman.
Minna knew it perfectly well, and resented it not in the least. She
knew the fascination of the place, and had many a time said to herself:
‘If I were not an Englishwoman I would be a Roman; and if I were a
Roman I should out-Roman all other Romans in my Romanness.’
So she knew perfectly well what Fulvia’s utterance of the word meant,
and she sympathized with her to her heart’s core.
‘I suppose you have never had any communication with Rome since you
left it?’ she asked seriously.
Fulvia comprehended in the flash of an eye.
‘You mean, with my mother?’ she said, in a cool, hard voice. ‘Oh,
certainly not. I never shall--never, under any circumstances. There is
one fatal obstacle to it.’
‘One more than others?’
‘Yes. I have always cared for the truth, and spoken the truth. Graf
T----, a friend of ours at Vienna, told me it was the only obstacle in
the way of my becoming an accomplished stateswoman. It is a sort of
disease with me, you know, and I quite see how very much it is against
me in many ways. I can never feel the same to people who tell lies as
to those who tell the truth. The reason why I can be so much with you
and Beppo now is because you always told me the truth. She lied to me.
She told me I was to be happy. She told me lies about herself, about
her situation, about Beppo. If she had been openly brutal about my
marriage, and had told me the naked truth all the time; that she meant
to have money and freedom and ease, and was going to sell me to get
them, and that she did not care for my happiness or her own salvation,
so that she had them, I could have forgiven her in the end, as things
have turned out. As it is, I shall never forgive her. I shall never be
able to--because she lied to me, and persisted in it, and went on lying
to the end. I can never forgive those lies.’
‘No. But that would not deter you from going to Rome again?’
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