"All this means," he continued, "that we can't do anything small, or
cast dust in people's eyes about it, even if we were tempted to,
which we're not. For the minute we must mark time. Then we'll see
as to the law of the subject and a good few things. All that matters
to me is that you can love me so well as ever, knowing where I stand,
and don't feel no grudge against me."
But she was not sentimental and his general ideas did not interest
her. She had gone far beyond generalities. Her only thought was
their future and how best and quickest it might be developed and
shared.
"As to doing anything small, nothing's small if the result of it is
big," she said. "There's no straight wedding for us here anyway,
since Cousin Joe knows, but Buckland ain't the world, and what we've
got to satisfy be ourselves, not other people. I hate to hear you
say we'll see about the law. People like us did ought to be our own
law."
"We've got enough to go on with, and we've got ourselves to go on
with--everything else is naught when I look at you."
"If you feel that, I'm not afeared," she said. "That means firm
ground for me, and all the things that balked and fretted me be gone
now."
They talked love and explored each other's hearts, very willing to
drop reality for dreams. They were a man and woman deeply, potently
in love, and both now made believe, to the extent of ignoring the
situation in which they really stood. Time fled for them and the
early dusk came down, so that darkness crept upon them from every
side simultaneously. Rain fell, but they did not perceive it under
the sheltering pine. They set off anon and went down the river bank.
"Now we must go back into the world for a bit," said Dinah, "and
we'll think and see what our thoughts may look like to each other in
a week. Then we'll meet here once more, unbeknown'st. For I reckon
we'd better not moon about together in the sight of people overmuch
now. If Joe knows about you--and yet perhaps that's to the good in a
way, because he knows you be straight and honest, so he'd feel I was
safe enough, and only laugh at the people if they told him you and me
were friends beyond reason."
Maynard wondered to see how quickly Dinah's mind moved, and how she
could see into and through a problem as it arose. But he approved
her opinion, that they had better not be seen too often together.
Yet they did not separate before they ran into one who knew them
both. Thomas Palk met them on a woodland road below Watersmeet.
He stood at the edge of an ascent to Buckland.
"Hullo, Tom! What's brought you out this wet evening?" asked
Maynard, and the elder explained that he had been to Green Hayes for
news of Mr. Bamsey.
"Master was wishful to hear tidings," he said. "And I had naught on
hand and did his pleasure. The doctor was along with Benjamin Bamsey
when I got there; so I be taking home the latest."
"And what is it, Mr. Palk?" asked Dinah.
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