with her utterly and feeling that he must allow no natural instinct
and rational argument to let him take advantage of her. And when he
looked closer into this, a new difficulty arose, for how could he
ever make Dinah understand this emotion, or set clearly before her
comprehension what he himself as yet so dimly comprehended?
Her grasp of the situation was clear and lucid. From the moment when
she had said in the teashop, "D'you call that being married?" he
guessed how she was going to feel, and how she would be prepared to
act. Nor would the suggested confession to dead Enoch Withycombe
have made any difference to Dinah, whatever view the old hunter might
have held. Dinah's heart was single, and while now Maynard longed
with a great longing to find his own heart seeing eye to eye with
hers in every particular, he knew that it did not, and he could not
be sure that it ever would. He regarded the situation as lying
entirely between her and himself, and entertained no thought of any
possibility that others might complicate it, either to retard, or
determine the event. She had, indeed, told him of John Bamsey's
threats, but to them he attached no importance. From within and not
from without must the conclusion be reached.
CHAPTER XXV
JOHN AND JOE
John Bamsey now threatened to run his head into folly. He was an
intelligent man; but out of the ferment that had so long obscured his
vision and upset his judgment, there had been developed a new thing,
and a part of him that chance might have permitted to remain for ever
dormant, inert and harmless, was now thrust uppermost. He developed
a certain ferocity and a sullen and obstinate passion bred from sense
of wrong, not only towards Dinah, but the unknown, who had supplanted
him with her. For that he had been supplanted, despite her assurance
to the contrary, John swore to himself. Thus, indeed, only could
Dinah's defection be explained; and only so could he justify his
purpose and determination to treat this interloper evilly and rob
him, at any cost, of his triumph. He built up justification for
himself, therefore, and assured himself that he was right, as a man
of character, in taking revenge upon his unknown enemy. He convinced
himself easily enough and only hesitated farther because his rival
continued to be a shadow, to whom his sister alone was prepared to
put a name. She resolutely swore that Maynard was the man, and she
declared that her father had mentioned him and Dinah together, more
than once, when rambling in his fever dreams.
This brought John, from a general vague determination to stand
between Dinah and any other man, to the necessity for definite deeds
that should accomplish his purpose; and when he considered how to
turn hate into action, he perceived the difficulty. But the folly
and futility he declined to recognise, though his reason did not omit
to force them upon him and declare that any violence would be vain.
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