John Bamsey was a youth who had not yet felt the edge of life. His
own good parts were in a measure responsible for this fortune, and
the circumstances destined to make trial of his foundations and test
what fortitude his character might command, were yet to come. He was
quick minded and intelligent, and his success had made him vain. His
temper was short, and in his business of water-keeper, he held it a
virtue to preserve a very obstinate and implacable front, not only to
declared evil-doers, but also against those who lay under his
suspicion.
He was superior in his attitude to his own generation and therefore
unpopular with it; but he set down a lack of friendship to natural
envy at his good fortune and cheerful prospects. He liked his work
and did it well. The fish were under his protection and no ruth
obscured his fidelity to them. Into his life had come love, and
since the course thereof ran smoothly, this experience had chimed
with the rest and combined, by its easy issue, to retard any impact
of reality and still leave John in a state of ignorance concerning
those factors of opposition and tribulation which are a part of the
most prosperous existence.
Dinah accepted him, after a lengthy period of consideration, and she
was affectionate if not loverly. He never stayed to examine the
foundation of her compact, nor could he be blamed, for he had no
reason to suppose that she had said "yes" from mixed motives. A girl
so direct, definite and clear-sighted as Dinah, seemed unlikely to be
in two minds about anything, and John, knowing his own hearty passion
and ardent emotions, doubted not that, modified only as became a
maiden's heart, she echoed them. Yet there went more to the match
than that, and others perceived it, though he did not. Dinah's
position was peculiar, and in truth love for another than John had
gone largely--more largely than she guessed herself--to decide her.
There was little sex impulse in her--otherwise her congenital
frankness with man and woman alike had been modified by it. But she
could love, for a rare sense of gratitude belonged to her, and the
height and depth of her vital affections belonged to her
foster-father, Benjamin Bamsey. Him she did love, as dearly as child
ever loved a parent, and it was the knowledge that such a match would
much delight him, that had decided Dinah and put a term to her
doubts. But she had become betrothed on grounds inadequate, and now
was beginning, as yet but dimly, to perceive it. Her disquiets did
not take any shape that John could quarrel with, for she had not
revealed them. She was honestly fond of him, and if she did not
respond to his ardour with such outward signs of affection as he
might have desired, his own inexperience in that matter prevented any
uneasy suspicion on his part. He judged that such reserve in love
was becoming and natural to a maiden of Dinah's distinction, and knew
not the truth of the matter, nor missed the outward signs that he
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