Authors, Irish -- 19th century -- Biography; Wilde, Oscar, 1854-1900
"On Saturday week last, I was in my cell at about one o'clock
occupied in cleaning and polishing the tins I had been using for
dinner. Suddenly I was startled by the prison silence being broken
by the most horrible and revolting shrieks, or rather howls, for at
first I thought some animal like a bull or a cow was being
unskilfully slaughtered outside the prison walls. I soon realised,
however, that the howls proceeded from the basement of the prison,
and I knew that some wretched man was being flogged. I need not
say how hideous and terrible it was for me, and I began to wonder
who it was being punished in this revolting manner. Suddenly it
dawned upon me that they might be flogging this unfortunate
lunatic. My feelings on the subject need not be chronicled; they
have nothing to do with the question.
"The next day, Sunday, I saw the poor fellow at exercise, his weak,
ugly, wretched face bloated by tears and hysteria almost beyond
recognition. He walked in the centre ring along with the old men,
the beggars and the lame people, so that I was able to observe him
the whole time. It was my last Sunday in prison, a perfectly lovely
day, the finest day we had had the whole year, and there, in the
beautiful sunlight, walked this poor creature--made once in the
image of God--grinning like an ape, and making with his hands the
most fantastic gestures."
The story continued with even more terrible details than these. It is no
part of my plan to harrow the feelings of my readers by a reprint of
such horrors. I have said enough, I trust, to fulfil my purpose in
quoting Oscar Wilde's letters to all--to show how powerfully he himself
was moved with pity, and how he strove, even in his own terrible
re-entrance to a world which would have none of him, to influence public
opinion on the behalf of one who was being done to death, not perhaps
by conscious cruelty, but by the awful stupidity of those who live by an
inflexible rule which can make no allowance for special circumstances,
which is as hard as the nether millstone and as cold as death itself.
So Oscar Wilde passed out of England with pity flowing from his pen and
with pity in his heart. I wish that it was possible to end this memoir
here. As I have set out to give all the facts which seem necessary to
provide a complete picture for readers who know little or nothing of
Oscar Wilde's nature, beyond the fact of his triumphs as a playwright
and his subsequent disgrace, I must not shrink from proceeding to the
end, as I have not shrunk from frankly recording facts in the first and
second periods. It would be a fault, and insincere, to allow a deep and
very natural sympathy to interfere with the performance, however
inadequately it has been carried out, of the task I set out to complete.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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