I shared in my mother’s anxiety; but on the next day my father seemed
so much better, and joined so very heartily in all we did, that in the
bustle and excitement of expectation I almost forgot the conversation of
the preceding evening. At last the carriages began to arrive, and the
merry-making commenced. Everybody was in high spirits, for the weather
was just the right sort for the season, with the snow thick upon the
ground, and the difficulties in the journey to our house had made some
fun for the guests, and put them in the cue for more. My father was
as merry as any of us, and warmly welcomed each arrival; and when the
music struck up for a set of quadrilles, he accepted the challenge of
my mother, and danced with her. I could not help noticing, however,
that when he was not engaged in conversation, his countenance fell, and
a look of pain came on his pale face; but he recovered himself almost
instantaneously, and was at once himself again. Merrily flew the hours,
and never were charades played with greater spirit, or dances whizzed
through with more delight. It was nearly supper time, and I went to find
my father, who, on a plea of head-ache, had withdrawn for a little while
into the study. But he had left the study, and so, fearing that he was
really unwell, I went to his bedroom, but found that he was not there.
For a moment a horrible undefined dread came over me; I trembled in
every limb, and cold perspiration dropped down my face. There was no
reason for this; there were twenty places where my father might be; it
was not at all an unusual thing for him to seclude himself when he felt
unwell, but for all that I could not divest myself of the strange feeling
that came over me that something wrong had happened. I ran hastily
through all the bedrooms, and then looked into every room down stairs,
but he was not there. Old Williams, the gardener, was in the hall, and I
asked him if he had seen my father? “Yes, Master John; he was here about
half-an-hour ago. He put on a stout pair of boots, and his top coat,
and said he should go into the stable to wish the horses and old Carlo
a merry Christmas.” I went at once to the stables and called to him,
but no answer came in reply. A lantern was in the loft, and, lighting
it, I walked round the place to see if I could trace whether, by his
footprints, he had been there. The snow marked his steps distinctly,
but they were turned from the stable towards the paddock. Again that
horrible dread, which had seized me in the bedroom, returned, for I knew
that at the bottom of the paddock ran the river, swollen by the recent
snows! Mechanically I followed the footprints, which led directly to the
river. I tried to call out, but a suffocating feeling like night-mare
rendered me speechless. I fell down on my knees in the snow, and cried
with my whole heart to the merciful Father in heaven to avert the evil I
so intensely dreaded. Strength came to me with the necessity; my voice
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