And even that would not put an end to the riddle. In principle,
reincarnation, sooner or later, is inevitable, since nothing can be lost
nor remain stationary. What has not been demonstrated in any way and
will perhaps remain indemonstrable is the reincarnation of the whole
identical individual, notwithstanding the abolition of memory. But what
matters to him that reincarnation, if he be unaware that he is still
himself? All the problems of the conscious survival of man start up
anew; and we have to begin all over again. Even if scientifically
established, the doctrine of reincarnation, just like that of a
survival, would not set a term to our questions. It replies to neither
the first nor the last, those of the beginning and the end, the only
ones that are essential. It simply shifts them, pushes them a few
hundreds, a few thousands of years back, in the hope perhaps of losing
or forgetting them in silence and space. But they have come from the
depths of the most prodigious infinities and are not content with a
tardy solution. I am most certainly interested in learning what is in
store for me, what will happen to me immediately after my death. You
tell me:
“Man, in his successive incarnations, will make atonement by suffering,
will be purified, in order that he may ascend from sphere to sphere
until he returns to the divine essence whence he sprang.”
I am willing to believe it, notwithstanding that all this still bears
the somewhat questionable stamp of our little earth and its old
religions; I am willing to believe it, but even then? What matters to me
is not what will be for some time, but what will be for always; and your
divine principle appears to me not at all infinite nor definite. It even
seems to me greatly inferior to that which I conceive without your help.
Now, if it were based on thousands of facts, a religion that belittles
the God conceived by my loftiest thought could never dominate my
conscience. Your infinity or your God, while even more unintelligible
than mine, is nevertheless smaller. If I be again immerged in Him, it
means that I emerged from Him; if it be possible for me to have emerged
from Him, then He is not infinite; and, if He be not infinite, what is
He? We must accept one thing or the other: either He purifies me because
I am outside Him and He is not infinite; or, being infinite, if He
purify me, then there was something impure in Him, because it is a part
of Himself which He is purifying in me. Moreover, how can we admit that
this God who has existed for all time, who has the same infinity of
millenaries behind Him as in front of Him, should not yet have found
time to purify Himself and put a period to His trials? What He was not
able to do in the eternity previous to the moment of my existence He
will not be able to do in the subsequent eternity, for the two are
equal. And the same question presents itself where I am concerned. My
principle of life, like His, exists from all eternity, for my emergence
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