He resisted as a temptation the philosophic quietism which had been his
strength and his pride. From the pages of Marcus Aurelius, which he had
almost by heart, one passage only was allowed to dwell with him: "When
thou art hard to be stirred up and awaked out of thy sleep, admonish
thyself and call to mind that to perform actions tending to the common
good is that which thine own proper constitution, and that which the
nature of man, do require." Morning and night, the question with him
became, what could he do in the cause of civilisation? And about this
time it chanced that he made the acquaintance of Dyce Lashmar. He
listened, presently, to the bio-sociological theory of human life,
believing it to be Lashmar's own, and finding in it a great deal that
was not only intellectually fruitful, but strong in appeal to his
sympathies. Here he saw the reconciliation of his aristocratic
prejudices--which he had little hope of ever overcoming--with the
humanitarian emotion and conviction which were also a natural part of
his being. All this did but contribute to his disquiet. No longer
occupied with definite studies, he often felt time heavy on his hands,
and saw himself more obnoxious than ever to the charge of idleness.
Lashmar, though possibly his ambition had some alloy of self-seeking,
gave an example of intellect applied to the world's behoof; especially
did his views on education, developed in a recent talk at the club,
strike Dymchurch as commendable and likely to have influence. He asked
nothing better than an opportunity of devoting himself to a movement
for educational reform. The abstract now disgusted him well nigh as
much as the too grossly actual. Thus, chancing to open Shelley, he
found with surprise that the poet of his adolescence not merely left
him cold, but seemed verbose and tedious.
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