"It's very disagreeable," pursued Mr. Lashmar, after puffing a pipe
unlit. "I'm afraid it'll be no less so to you than to me. I've
postponed the necessity as long as I could. The fact is, Dyce, I'm
getting pinched in my finances. Let me tell you just how matters stand."
The son listened to an exposition of his father's difficulties; he had
his feet crossed, his head bent, and the pipe hanging from his mouth.
At the first silence, he removed his pipe and said quietly:
"It's plain that my allowance must stop. Not another word about that,
father. You ought to have spoken before; I've been a burden to you."
"No, no, my dear boy! I haven't felt it till now. But, as you see,
things begin to look awkward. Do you think you can manage?"
"Of course I can. Don't trouble about me for a moment. I have my
hundred and fifty a year from Mrs. Woolstan, and that's quite enough
for a bachelor. I shall pick up something else. In any case, I've no
right to sponge on you; I've done it too long. If I had had the
slightest suspicion--"
A sense of virtue lit up Dyce's countenance again. Nothing was more
agreeable to him than the uttering of generous sentiments. Having
reassured his father, he launched into a larger optimism.
"Don't Suppose that I have taken your money year after year without
thinking about it. I couldn't have gone on like that if I hadn't felt
sure that some day I should pay my debt. It's natural enough that you
and mother should feel a little disappointed about me, I seem to have
done nothing, but, believe me, I am not idle. Money-making, I admit,
has never been much in my mind; all the same, I shall have money enough
one of these days, and before very long. Try to have faith in me. If it
were necessary, I shouldn't mind entering into an obligation to furnish
such and such a sum yearly by when I am thirty years old. It's a thing
I never said to anyone, but I know perfectly well that a
career--perhaps rather a brilliant one--is opening before me. I know
it--just as one knows that one is in good health; it's an intimate
sense, needing no support of argument."
"Of course I'm glad to hear you speak like that," said the vicar,
venturing only a glance at his son's face.
"Don't, I beg, worry about your affairs," pursued Dyce, with kindling
eye. "Cut off my supplies, and go quietly on." He stretched out a
soothing hand, palm downwards. "The responsibility for the future is
mine; from to-night I take it upon myself."
Much more in the same vein did Dyce pour forth, obviously believing
every word he said, and deriving great satisfaction from the sound of
his praises. He went to bed, at length, in such a self-approving frame
of mind that no sooner had he laid his head on the pillow than sweet
sleep lapped him about, and he knew nothing more till the sunlight
shimmered at his window.
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