"Poor Mr. Lashmar!" sighed the other, humorously. "If he had no
encouragement, my dear May!"
"But he didn't wait to see whether he had any or not!"
"What if he had very good reason for knowing that lady Ogram would
never, never, never consent to--something we needn't specify?"
"But," May ejaculated, "surely he needn't take it for granted that my
aunt would never change her mind. If it's as you say, how foolishly he
must have behaved! It doesn't concern me in the least. You see I can
speak quite calmly about it. I'm only sorry and astonished that he
should be going to marry--well, after all, we must agree that Miss
Bride isn't quite an ideal for him, however one looks at it. Of course
it's nothing to me. If it _had_ been, I think I should feel more
offended than sorry."
"Offended?"
"That he had taken for granted that I had no will of my own, and no
influence with my aunt."
"It seems rather faint-hearted, I admit."
The dialogue lasted but a few minutes longer. May repeated once or
twice that she had no personal interest in Lashmar's fortunes, but her
utterance grew mechanical, and she was evidently withdrawing into her
thoughts. As a clock in the room told softly the first hour of the
morning, Mrs. Toplady rose; she spoke a few words about her engagements
for the day which had nominally begun, then kissed her friend on the
cheek.
"Don't think any more of it, May. It mustn't interfere with your sleep."
"That indeed it won't, Mrs. Toplady!" replied the girl, with a
musically mocking laugh.
Appearances notwithstanding, May told the truth when she declared that
she had never thought of marrying Lashmar. This, however, did not
necessarily involve an indifference to Lashmar's homage. That the
coming man should make his court to her, she saw as a natural and
agreeable thing; that he should recognise her intellectual powers, and
submit to her personal charm, was only what she had hoped and expected
from the first. After their conversation in the supper-room, she
counted him a conquest, and looked forward with no little interest to
the development of this romance. Its sudden termination astonished and
mortified her. Had Lashmar turned away to make some brilliant alliance,
her pique would have endured only for a moment; Lord Dymchurch's
approach would have more than compensated the commoner's retirement.
But that she should merely have amused his idle moments, whilst his
serious thoughts were fixed on Constance Bride, was an injury not easy
to pardon. For she disliked Miss Bride, and she knew the sentiment was
mutual.
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