Seeing the situation in the new light shed by Mrs. Toplady's ingenious
conjectures, her sense of injury was mitigated; the indignant feeling
that remained she directed chiefly against Lady Ogram, who seemed
inclined to dispose of her in such a summary way. Constance, naturally,
she disliked more than ever, but Lashmar she viewed with something of
compassion, as a victim of circumstances. Were those circumstances
irresistible? Was there not even now a possibility of defeating
them?--not with a view to taking Miss Bride's place, but for the
pleasure of asserting herself against a plot, and reassuring her
rightful position as arbitress of destinies. Lady Ogram was a kind old
woman, but decidedly despotic, and she had gone too far. If indeed
Lashmar were acting in helpless obedience to her, it would be the
merest justice to make an attempt at rescuing him and restoring his
liberty.
Not without moral significance was the facial likeness between Lady
Ogram in her youth and May Tomalin. One who had seen the girl as she
sat to-night in her bedroom, brooding deeply, without the least
inclination for repose, must have been struck by a new vigour in the
lines of her countenance. Thus--though with more of obstinate
purpose--had Arabella Tomalin been wont to look at moments of crisis in
her adventurous youth.
The clock was pointing to two, when May rose from the velvet-seated
chair, and went to the little writing-table which stood in another part
of the room. She took a plain sheet of note-paper, and, with a hand far
from steady, began, not writing, but printing, certain words, in large,
ill-formed capitals.
"HAVE MORE COURAGE. AIM HIGHER. IT IS NOT TOO LATE."
At this achievement she gazed smilingly. The ink having dried, she
folded the paper, and put it into an envelope, which she closed. Then
her face indicated a new effort. She could think of only one way of
disguising her hand in cursive--the common device of sloping it
backwards. This she attempted. The result failing to please her, she
tried again on a second envelope, and this time with success; the
writing looked masculine, and in no respect suggested its true
authorship. She had addressed the letter to Dyce Lashmar, Esq., at
Rivenoak.
Nine o'clock next morning saw her out of doors. In Sloane Street she
found a hansom, and was driven rap idly eastward. Before ten she sat in
her own room again, glowing with satisfaction.
CHAPTER XVIII
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