"If you think you are going to get quite rid of me so easily," answered
Dyce, laughing--his laugh seldom sounded altogether natural--"you're
much mistaken. But come now, let us talk about Len. Where are you going
to send him? Has Wrybolt chosen a school?"
During the conversation that followed, Dyce was but half attentive.
Once and again his eyes fell upon Mrs. Woolstan with peculiar
observancy. Not for the first time, he was asking himself what might be
the actual nature and extent of her pecuniary resources, for he had
never been definitely informed on that subject. He did not face the
question crudely, but like a civilised man and a philosopher; there
were reasons why it should interest him just now. He mused, too, on the
question of Mrs. Woolstan's age, regarding which he could arrive at but
a vague conclusion; sometimes he had taken her for hardly more than
thirty, sometimes he suspected her of all but ten years more. But,
after all, what were these things to him? The future beckoned, and he
persuaded himself that its promise was such as is set only before
fortune's favourites.
Before leaving, he promised to come and lunch in a day or two, for the
purpose of saying good-bye to Leonard. Yet what, in truth, did he care
about the boy? Leonard was a rather precocious child, inclined to work
his brain more than was good for a body often ailing. Now and then Dyce
had been surprised into a feeling of kindly interest, when Len showed
himself peculiarly bright, but on the whole he was tired of his
tutorial duties, and not for a moment would regret the parting.
"I'm sorry," he said, in a moved voice. "I hoped to make a man of him,
after my own idea. Well, well, we shall often see each other again, and
who knows whether I mayn't be of use to him some day."
"What a fine sensibility he has, together with his great intelligence!"
was Iris Woolstan's comment in her own heart. And she reproached
herself for not having stood out against Wrybolt.
As he walked away from the house, Dyce wondered why he had told that
lie about the friend at Alverholme. Would it not have been better, from
every point of view, to speak plainly of Connie Bride? Where was the
harm? He recognised in himself a tortuous tendency, not to be overcome
by reflection and moral or utilitarian resolve. He could not, much as
he desired it, be an entirely honest man. His ideal was honesty, even
as he had a strong prejudice in favour of personal cleanliness. But
occasionally he shirked the cold tub; and, in the same way, he found it
difficult at times to tell the truth.
CHAPTER IV
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