"I was speaking of things at Hollingford."
"And I was thinking of things at Rivenoak."
Lashmar's brain worked feverishly. What did she know? If Constance had
betrayed him, assuredly May also must have been put to the question,
and with what result? He was spared long conjecture.
"Let us understand each other," said the autocrat, who seemed to be
recovering strength as the need arose. "I hear that you want to break
off with Constance Bride. She is no bride for you. Is that the case?"
"I am sorry to say it is the truth, Lady Ogram."
Having uttered these words, Dyce felt the heroic mood begin to stir in
him. He had no alternative now, and would prove himself equal to the
great occasion.
"You want to marry someone else?"
"I'm sure you will recognise," Lashmar replied, in his academic tone,
"that I am doing my best to act honourably, and without giving any
unnecessary pain. Under certain circumstances, a man is not entirely
master of himself--"
There sounded the luncheon bell. It rang a vague hope to Lashmar, whose
voice dropped.
"Are you hungry?" asked the hostess, with impatience.
"Not particularly, thank you."
"Then I think we had better get our little talk over and done with. We
shan't keep the others waiting."
Dyce accepted this as a good omen. "Our little talk!" He had not dreamt
of such urbanity. Here was the result of courage and honesty. Evidently
his bearing had made a good impression upon the old despot. He began to
look cheerful.
"Nothing could please me better."
"Go on, then," said Lady Ogram, drily. "You were saying--"
"I wish to use complete frankness with you," Dyce resumed. "As I think
you know, I always prefer the simple, natural way of looking at things.
So, for instance, in my relations with women I have always aimed at
fair and candid behaviour; I have tried to treat women as they
themselves, justly enough, wish to be treated, without affectation,
without insincerity. Constance knew my views, and she approved them.
When our friendship developed into an engagement of marriage, we both
of us regarded the step in a purely reasonable light; we did not try to
deceive ourselves, and, less still, to deceive each other. But a man
cannot always gauge his nature. To use the common phrase, I did not
think I should ever fall in love; yet that happened to me, suddenly,
unmistakably. What course had I to follow? Obviously I must act on my
own principles; I must be straightforward, simple, candid. As soon as
my mind was made up, I came to Constance."
He broke off, observed the listener's face, and added with an
insinuating smile:
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