"It depends upon what you understand by devoting myself. Beyond a
doubt, Lady Ogram would have approved the idea as you put it."
"And would she not have given me her confidence as its representative?"
asked Dyce, smiling.
"Up to a certain point. Lady Ogram desired, for instance, to bear the
expenses of your contest at Hollingford, and I should like to carry out
her wish in the matter."
A misgiving began to trouble Lashmar's sanguine mood. He searched his
companion's face; it seemed to him to have grown more emphatic in
expression; there was a certain hardness about the lips which he had
not yet observed. Still, Constance looked friendly, and her eyes
supported his glance.
"Thank you," he murmured, with some feeling. "And, if, by chance, I
should be beaten? You wouldn't lose courage? We must remember--"
"You have asked me many questions," Constance interrupted quietly. "Let
me use the privilege of frankness which we grant each other, and ask
you one in turn. Your private means are sufficient for the career upon
which you are entering?"
"My private means?"
He gazed at her as if he did not understand, the smile fading from his
lips.
"Forgive me if you think I am going too far--"
"Not at all!" Dyce exclaimed, eagerly. "It is a question you have a
perfect right to ask. But I thought you knew I had _no_ private means."
"No, I wasn't aware of that," Constance replied, in a voice of studious
civility. "Then how do you propose--?"
Their eyes encountered. Constance did not for an instant lose her
self-command; Lashmar's efforts to be calm only made his embarrassment
more obvious.
"I had a small allowance from my father till lately," he said. "But
that has come to an end. It never occurred to me that you misunderstood
my position. Surely I have more than once hinted to you how poor I was?
I had no intention of misleading you. Lady Ogram certainly knew----"
"She knew you were not wealthy, but she thought you had a competence. I
told her so, when she questioned me. It was a mistake, I see, but a
very natural one."
"Does it matter, now?" asked Dyce, his lips again curling amiably.
"I should suppose it mattered much. How shall you live?"
"Let us understand each other. Do you withdraw your consent to Lady
Ogram's last wish?"
"That wish, as you see, was founded on a misunderstanding."
"But," exclaimed Lashmar, "you are not speaking seriously?"
"Quite. Lady Ogram certainly never intended the money she had left in
trust to me to be used for your private needs. Reflect a moment, and
you will see how impossible it would be for me to apply the money in
such a way."
"Reflection," said Dyce, with unnatural quietness, "would only increase
my astonishment at your ingenuity. It would have been much simpler and
better to say at once that you had changed your mind. Can you for a
moment expect me to believe that this argument really justifies you in
breaking your promise?"
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