"I assure you," replied Constance, also in a soft undertone, "it is
much sounder reasoning than that by which you excuse your philosophical
plagiarism."
Lashmar's eyes wandered. They fell upon the marble bust; its disdainful
smile seemed to him more pronounced than ever.
"Then," he cried, on an impulse of desperation, "you really mean to
take Lady Ogram's money, and to disregard the very condition on which
she left it to you?"
"You forget that her will was made before she had heard your name."
He sat in silence, a gloomy resentment lowering on his features. After
a glance at him, Constance began to speak in a calm, reasonable voice.
"It is my turn to confess. I, too, seem to myself to have been living
in a sort of dream, and my awaking is no less decisive than yours. At
your instigation, I behaved dishonestly; I am very much ashamed of the
recollection. Happily, I see my way to atone for the follies, and
worse, that I committed. I can carry out Lady Ogram's wishes--the
wishes she formed while still in her sound mind--and to that I shall
devote my life."
"Do you intend, then, to apply none of this money to your personal use?
Do you mean to earn your own living still?"
"That would defeat Lady Ogram's purpose," was the calm answer. "I shall
live where and how it seems good to me, guided always by the intention
which I know was in her mind."
Dyce sat with his head bent forward, his hands grasping his knees.
After what seemed to be profound reflection, he said gravely:
"This is how you think to-day. I won't be so unjust to you as to take
it for your final reply."
"Yet that's what it is," answered Constance.
"You think so. The sudden possession of wealth has disturbed your mind.
If I took you at your word," he spoke with measured accent, "I should
be guilty of behaviour much more dishonourable than that of which you
accuse me. I can wait." He smiled with a certain severity. "It is my
duty to wait until you have recovered your natural way of thinking."
Constance was looking at him, her eyes full of wonder and amusement.
"Thank you," she said. "You are very kind, very considerate. But
suppose you reflect for a moment on your theory of the equality of man
and woman. Doesn't it suggest an explanation of what you call my
disordered state of mind?--Let us use plain words. You want money for
your career, and, as the need is pressing, you are willing to take the
encumbrance of a wife. I am to feel myself honoured by your acceptance
of me, to subject myself entirely to your purposes, to think it a
glorious reward if I can aid your ambition. Is there much equality in
this arrangement?"
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