British -- France -- Fiction; France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
“You think yourself so,” she murmured. “It will be only a little
while. Already, in the prospect of freedom, I begin to renew myself
since yesterday. What if my soul is torn and crippled! The blood will
glow in my veins no less hotly than before--a fire to melt even this
cold iron of thy resolve. Oh, look on me--look on me! I can feel all
power and beauty moving within me like a child. That _I_ should be
scorned of clowns! And yet the chance gives me to you, monsieur, if
you but put out your hand. It is not love. That thou hast not, nor I;
nor is the power longer to me or the gift to you. But I am grateful,
for that thou hast helped me under sore insult. Ah! it avails nothing
to plead accident--to say, ‘It was the outrage I avenged for
manliness’, not the woman’s, sake.’ What, then? Thou hast wrought the
bond of sympathy, and thou canst never forge it apart. Perhaps, even,
didst thou strike hard, thou mightst some day hit out the spark of
love. Take me, and thou wilt desire to: I swear it. Do I not breathe
and live? Am I not one to vindicate in prosperity the choice of her
protector? Thou hast a nobility of manliness that is higher than any
rank. But, if in thine own country thou art great, thou shalt be
greater through me. I will minister to thy ambition no less than to
thy senses. I will----”
She paused, breathing quickly, and watchful of the steady immobility
of his face.
“Monsieur,” she whispered, most movingly, “if you see in me now only a
lost unhappy girl, who in her misery would seem to seek the
confirmation of her dishonour, believe--oh, monsieur, believe that it
is only to escape the worser degradation that threatens her through
the relentless persecution she suffers on account of her trust in one
that was monsieur’s friend.”
“No friend of mine,” muttered Ned, and stopped. He must collect his
thoughts--endeavour to answer this _séductrice_ according to her
guile. Instinctively he stepped back a pace, as though to elude the
enchantment of a very low sweet voice.
“Listen to me,” he said distinctly. “Mademoiselle Lambertine, I pity
you profoundly; and, if I have anything more to say, it is only, upon
my honour, to marvel that one of such intelligence as yourself should
ever have submitted her honour to the handling of so exceedingly
meretricious a gentleman as M. de St Denys. You see I repay your
confidence with plain-speaking. For the rest I can assure you it is
not my ambition to be beholden for whatever the future may have in
store for me to a----”
She stayed him, with a soft hand put upon his mouth.
“Do not say it,” she said quite quietly. “It is enough that you reject
my offer. That you may repent when you find your fiercer manhood--when
you realise what you have lost. Well, you have been good to me;
though, if I have suffered here in the wood while I waited for you, it
was not because my heart was other than a stone.”
“Then, for shame!” cried Ned, “so to sell yourself!”
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