British -- France -- Fiction; France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
Now, it will be understood, this unfortunate youth was fairly in the
grip of that demoralising but evasive demon that is the sworn foe to
philosophy. He was entered of the amorous germ; and the procreative
atom, multiplying, was with amazing quickness to convert to misuse all
the sound humours of his constitution. He could not seek to exercise a
normal faculty, but it confused and routed what he had always
recognised for the plain logic of existence. He was ready to discount
facts; to magnify trifles; to attach an unwarranted significance to
specious vacuities; to fathom a deep meaning with the very plumb he
used for the sounding of a shallow artifice. Sometimes, in a
recrudescence of reason, he would think, like any calm-souled
rationalist, to analyse his own symptoms, to annotate the course of
his disease for the benefit of future victims to a like morbosity. It
was of no use. His moral vision was so out of focus as to distort to
him not only his present condition, but all the processes that had
conduced thereto. He was humiliated; and he writhed under, and gloried
in, his humiliation. To him, as to many in like circumstance, it
seemed preposterous that he should have come unscathed through many
battles to be outfenced by a child with a sword of lath. So feels the
warrior of a hundred fights when he is “run in” by a street constable
for brawling.
Ned dressed for the ball with particular care. He was to constitute
himself of madame’s party, and for that purpose had engaged to dine
with it before the event. The meal was a desultory one, the ladies’
toilettes serving as excuse for an unpunctuality that was generally
opposed to the principles of la gouvernante. But, one by one, all took
their places at the table--Mademoiselle d’Orléans, in a fine-powdered
head-dress, having a single feather in it like a cockade, and with her
little plaintive rabbit eyes looking from a soft mist of fur; Pamela,
sweet and roguish, wearing her own brown curls filleted with a double
ribbon of yellow; and Mademoiselle Sercey, another young relative of
madame’s, and an inconsiderable item of the household at Bury. There
were also accommodated with places three or four of the Bœotians
before referred to--silent, awkward men, painfully conscious of their
quasi-elevation, who sat below the salt and talked together in
whispers.
Mr Sheridan came in late. He had compromised with his grief so far as
to exchange his black stockings for white, and to wear a diamond
brooch in his breast linen. His hair was powdered and tied into a
black ribbon. Ned must acknowledge to himself that he looked a very
engaging gentleman.
He sparkled with fun and frolic, and he fed the sparkle liberally from
the long glass that stood beside him.
“Mademoiselle,” he said to the princess, “your hair is very pretty.
Love hath nested in it, and is hidden all but his wing. But is it not
ill-manners to keep him whispering into your ear in company?”
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