British -- France -- Fiction; France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
“He talk only of the folly of flattery, monsieur,” said the little
lady, simpering and bashful.
“A ruse,” cried the other, “that he learned when he played the monk.
Beware of him most when he preaches.”
“Mademoiselle is told to beware of you, monsieur,” said Pamela to a
gravely ecstatic young gentleman who sat next to her.
“Of me?”
“Are you not then the monk, the airmeet; and is it not mademoiselle’s
ear you seek?”
“No,” said Ned brusquely.
He looked at the pretty insolent face, at the toss of brown curls, the
little straight saucy nose, the lowered lids. He thought he had never
seen anything so wonderful and so fair as this human flower. The neck
of her frock was cut down to a point. She seemed the very bud of white
womanhood breaking from its sheath.
Did she gauge the admiration of his soul? He was not a boisterous
wooer or a talkative. For days he had purposed lightening the
conscious gravity of his suit by “springing” her lost heels upon his
inamorata. He could never, however, make up his mind as to the right
wisdom of the course. A dozen considerations kept him undecided--as to
the possibility of giving offence, of appearing a buffoon, of failing,
out of the depths of his infatuation, to introduce into the conduct of
the jest a necessary barm of gaiety. Without this, how little might
the result justify the venture? It was an anxious dilemma. The thought
of it threw into the shade all questions of a merely national
character in which he had once taken an interest; and, in the
meantime, he continued to carry the ridiculous baubles about in his
pocket.
Now, is it not one of Love’s ironies to depress a wooer by the very
circumstance that should exalt him; to make him so fearful of his own
inadequacy as that he seeks to stultify in himself the very qualities
that Nature has amiably gifted him withal? Thus Ned, naturally a quite
lovable youth when he had no thought of love, was no sooner come under
its spell than he was moved to forego that pretty, self-confident
deportment, that was his particular charm, for an uncommunicative
diffidence that appeared to present him as a hobbledehoy. He lived in
the constant dread, indeed, of procuring his own discomfiture by an
assumption of assurance.
“You know it is not,” he said--daring greatly, as it seemed to him.
“_I_ know, monsieur!”
The blue eyes were lifted a moment to his. Perhaps they recognised a
latency of meaning in the gaze they encountered. Madame de Genlis had
once summed up the character of this sweet _protégée_ of hers.
“Idle, witty, vivacious,” she called her; a person the least capable
of reflection. Idle, without doubt, she was, in the nursery-maid’s
acceptance of the term--a child full of caprice and mischief.
“Sure, sir,” she added, with a sudden thrilling demureness, “you must
know _me_ for a low-born maid?”
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