British -- France -- Fiction; France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
He took a gulp from a glass at his side, and bent to write in his
book. His guards laid hands on their victim. With a shriek, St Denys
tore himself free, and fell at the feet of the woman.
“Théroigne!” he cried, abasing himself before her--clutching at her
skirt, “don’t let them take me--me, that have lain in your arms!”
Grovelling on the floor, he turned his agonised face to the president.
“She did not denounce me, monsieur! your generosity misinterpreted her
motive.” (He caught again at the dress, writhing in his dreadful
shame.) “Say you did not mean it! Give me a little time to repent. I
have wronged you, Théroigne; but I never ceased to love you in my
heart. Give me time, in mercy, and I will explain. You have not seen.
You don’t know the foulness and the horror of it!--Théroigne!”
Looking up, he saw the stony impassibility of her face, and sank upon
the boards, moaning “Pardon--pardon!”
She stood gazing down upon this poor revealed baseness--this idol
self-deposed.
“Pardon!” she said at last, in a quiet, even passionless voice. “And
do you conceive, monsieur, the exorbitance of your demand? But I will
put the case to these citizens, and take their verdict.”
She raised her beautiful hard face, addressing the board--
“What price, messieurs, for an innocence ravished under pretext of a
union of free-wills--a union that was to be more indissoluble than
marriage, yet that lasted only a summer’s day? What price for a broken
contract when the shame threatened; for the dastardly desertion of a
wounded comrade; for the bitter desolation of a heart doubly widowed
and slandered through its trust? What price for the ruined honour of a
family, for the curse of a father? What price for exile from all the
peace of life; for--my God! what price for a faith, that was so
beautiful, destroyed; for a name that necessity has made infamous
amongst men?”
She paused, and a loud murmur from her listeners eddied through the
room. She caught at her skirt, seeking to release it from the clutch
of him that held it. It was doubtful if the dying wretch took in much
of the significance of her words. He crouched there, only whimpering
and swaying and entreating her half articulately.
“Thou wouldst always teach me the immortality of such a faith,” she
cried in quick passionateness, “whilst thou wert giving me to an
immortality of shame.”
Suddenly she threw her hands to her face.
“Oh me! oh me!” she wailed in a broken voice.
For the first time some core of anguish in Ned seemed to melt and weep
itself away.
“It is come at last,” his heart exulted. “She will pardon him.”
As swiftly as it had seized her the emotion fled. She held out her
open palms, as if in a devil’s blessing, above the prostrate man.
“They are soiled with blood!” she cried. “Let the victims, when my
name is execrated, testify against you, not me!”
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