Castile (Spain) -- History -- Henry IV, 1454-1474 -- Fiction; Ghost stories; Jealousy -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction
which his breast heaved more strongly than a sea, and his whole soul
fled from him in tumult in a look that devoured her. And she too raised
her eyes to Don Ruy, but eyes reposeful and serene, without a gleam of
curiosity or even of consciousness that they were exchanging glances
with other eyes so inflamed and darkened by desire. The young knight
abstained from entering the church from the pious fear of not giving to
his divine Godmother the attention which would, he knew, be all taken up
by her who, though only human, was already mistress of his heart and
deified there.
He waited eagerly at the door among the beggars, parching the
carnations with the heat of his trembling hands, and thinking how
long-drawn-out was the rosary she was saying, and, as soon as Donna
Leonor began to descend the nave, he felt within his soul the sweet
rustling of the thick silks she dragged over the stone slabs. The white
lady passed by, and the same absent look, heedless and calm, which she
cast over the beggars and the square, she let fall over him, either
because she did not comprehend that youth who had suddenly turned so
pale, or because she did not yet distinguish him from things and forms
which were of no account to her.
Don Ruy moved away, sighing deeply, and, once in his room, devoutly
placed before the image of the Virgin the flowers which he had not
offered at her altar in the church. His whole life then became one long
complaint at finding such coldness and cruelty in that woman, unique
amongst women, who had taken hold of his light and wandering heart and
made it serious. With a hope which he clearly foresaw would prove
deceptive, he began to pace round the lofty garden walls; or, muffled in
his cloak, leaning against a corner, spent slow hours contemplating the
bars of the lattice windows, black and thick like those of a prison. The
walls did not part asunder, nor did a single ray of hopeful light issue
from the gratings. The whole mansion was like a sepulchre where lay an
insensible creature, and behind the cold stones there was also a cold
breast. To give vent to his feelings he composed with pious care, during
watchful nights over parchment, lamentable verses which failed to
relieve him. Before the altar of Our Lady of the Pillar, on the same
slabs where he had seen her kneeling, he rested his knees and stayed
without words of prayer, in bitter-sweet musing, hoping that his heart
would be calmed and solaced under the influence of Her who calms and
solaces all. But he always rose up more miserable, and with only the
feeling of how cold and hard were the stones on which he had knelt. The
whole world seemed to him to contain nought save severity and coldness.
On other bright Sunday mornings he met Donna Leonor, and her eyes always
remained heedless, and as though unmindful; or, when they crossed his,
they were so innocent and free from all emotion that Don Ruy would have
preferred them offended and darting anger, or haughtily averted in
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