Our Mr. Wrenn: The Romantic Adventures of a Gentle ManLewis, Sinclair
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Our Mr. Wrenn: The Romantic Adventures of a Gentle Man
Lewis, Sinclair
Courtship -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Middle-aged men -- United States -- Fiction
While he was leaving the studio building he had perfectly seen himself
as one who was about to go through a tumultuous agony, after which he
would be free of all the desire for Istra and ready to serve Nelly
sincerely and humbly.
But he found that the agony was all over. Even to save his dignity as
one who was being dramatic, he couldn’t keep his thoughts on Istra.
Every time he thought of Nelly his heart was warm and he chuckled
softly. Several times out of nothing came pictures of the supercilious
persons whom he had heard solving the problems of the world at the
studio on Washington Square, and he muttered: “Oh, hope they choke.
Istra’s all right, though; she learnt me an awful lot. But—gee! I’m
glad she ain’t in the same house; I suppose I’d ag’nize round if she
was.”
Suddenly, at no particular street corner on Riverside Drive, just _a_
street, he fled over to Broadway and the Subway. He had to be under the
same roof with Nelly. If it were only possible to see her that night!
But it was midnight. However, he formulated a plan. The next morning he
would leave the office, find her at her department store, and make her
go out to Manhattan Beach with him for dinner that night.
He was home. He went happily up the stairs. He would dream of Nelly,
and—
Nelly’s door opened, and she peered out, drawing her _peignoir_ about
her.
“Oh,” she said, softly, “is it you?”
“Yes. My, you’re up late.”
“Do you—Are you all right?”
He dashed down the hall and stood shyly scratching at the straw of his
newest hat.
“Why yes, Nelly, course. Poor—Oh, don’t tell me you have a headache
again?”
“No—I was awful foolish, of course, but I saw you when you went out
this evening, and you looked so savage, and you didn’t look very well.”
“But now it’s all right.”
“Then good night.”
“Oh no—listen—please do! I went over to the place Miss Nash is living
at, because I was pretty sure that I ain’t hipped on her—sort of
hypnotized by her—any more. And I found I ain’t! _I ain’t!_ I don’t
know what to say, I want to—I want you to know that from going to try
and see if I can’t get you to care for me.” He was dreadfully earnest,
and rather quiet, with the dignity of the man who has found himself.
“I’m scared,” he went on, “about saying this, because maybe you’ll
think I’ve got an idea I’m kind of a little tin god, and all I’ve got
to do is to say which girl I’ll want and she’ll come a-running, but it
isn’t that; _it isn’t_. It’s just that I want you to know I’m going to
give _all_ of me to you now if I can get you to want me. And I _am_
glad I knew Istra—she learnt me a lot about books and all, so I have
more to me, or maybe will have, for you. It’s —Nelly—promise you’ll
be—my friend—promise—If you knew how I rushed back here tonight to see
you!”
“Billy—”
She held out her hand, and he grasped it as though it were the sacred
symbol of his dreams.
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