Once he thought he would go out, but changed his mind, and threw his hat
aside before he had reached the door of the room. He tried to read, but
the words were meaningless and confused, and conveyed nothing to his
mind, so he dropped the book to the floor and fell back to the fruitless
staring again. The words she had spoken about her childhood recurred,
and with the startling reproductive faculty which he possessed he was
able to picture it all very vividly. He could almost visualize the cheap
short dress she would have worn when, years before, she lashed her
purple top at the corner of that grey side street. The houses there
would have narrow and worn steps leading down to the pavement; they
would have mean areas, and windows repaired with gelatine lozenges. One
of the lodgers would boast a row of geranium pots on the window-sill,
stayed from falling by a slack string. No flowers would bloom in those
pots—a few atrophied leaves on a brown stalk would be the only reward
of the desultory waterings. In the yards at the back queer, shapeless
garments would flap and fill upon a line, and gaunt cats would creep
along the sooty walls. There would be querulous voices somewhere raised
in argument or rebuke, and the shrill cries of children at unfriendly
games. On Sundays vulgar youths with button-holes would loaf by the
letter-box at the street corner, making eyes and blowing coarse kisses
to the giggling girls who warily congregated on the far side. At times
there would be chasings, slaps, and rough-and-tumble courtships. Old men
without coats would blink and smoke complacently on the doorsteps, and
women would nod and whisper of their misfortunes and their fears.
“She came from there—untouched by it all,” thought Wynne. “She deserves
her place in the sun.”
A strange restlessness seized him, and he started to pace up and down.
V
Wynne arrived at the theatre earlier than usual that night, and met Eve
in one of the corridors.
“Well,” he said.
“Well?”
He shook his head. “I haven’t worked all day—I couldn’t.”
“I’m sorry. What have you done?”
“Walked about—and thought.”
“Of what?”
“Of you mostly.”
“Have you? I’m glad. I wanted you to think of me today.”
“Why today?”
“It’s my birthday.”
“No!”
She nodded.
“How old?”
“Twenty-one.”
“Twenty-one!”
It seemed rather sad. Twenty-one is a great birthday. Had she been an
earl’s daughter there would have been laughter and dancing in the hall
that night—white flowers and scarlet in happy clusters everywhere.
There would have been pearls from her father, and a dream dress to wear.
Wax candles would have glittered the silver on the board, and
pink-coated huntsmen would have led her to the dance.
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