So wrapped up was he in the exquisite pleasure of his preparations that
he was quite insensible to the deliberate symmetry he had brought
about—a circumstance which may prove a great deal, or nothing at all.
When he had done he fell back and surveyed his handiwork as an artist
before a masterpiece.
And outside rumbled the voices of the clocks saying the hour was eleven.
“Eleven! She will be here in a moment,” he thought. A sudden nervousness
seized him. He did not know why or what it was about. He touched his
pocket to be sure the matches were there. He wondered if she were all
right, and had crossed Long Acre and Oxford Street safely—they were
busiest in theatre traffic at that hour, and private cars and taxis paid
little heed to pedestrians. It would be so easy for her to be knocked
down and run over. He could picture the curious, jostling crowds that
would gather round, the blue helmets of the police in the centre—and
the gaunt ambulance which would appear from nowhere.
“God! What a fool I am,” he exclaimed. “She’s all right—of course she
is.”
Yet, despite this guarantee of her safety, thoughts of possible disaster
raced across his mind. Memory of his visit to the Morgue in Paris arose
and would not be banished. He recalled what he had said that day: “Death
is so horribly conclusive.” Conclusive! Suppose it were visited upon
her?—something would die in him, too. He asked himself what that
something would be, but could find no answer. It would be something so
lately come to life that he did not know it well enough to name.
Once more his eyes fell upon the table, and the fears vanished. Of
course she would come—of course nothing would happen to her. Even
though it were against her will, she would be drawn by what he had
prepared.
He blew out the lamp, and crossing the room opened the window and leant
over the sill to wait.
It was a sweet night, starred and silent. Smoke rose ghostily from the
silhouetted stacks, and a faint, murmurous wind, which seemed to have
stolen from a Devon lane, touched his hair to movement. North, south,
east, and west stretched the roofs of London, and in imagination he
could hear the soft rustle as the dwellers beneath tucked themselves in
for the night.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account