A hundred times before he had leant out, as now, with thoughts which ran
on the groundlings who ate and slept and worked and squabbled beneath
that army of stacks and slates; and how, one day, his name should come
to be as familiar with them as the pictures hanging on their walls. But
tonight his feelings were different. He conceived these people in their
relation to each other and not to himself. In each and all those myriad
abiding-places there would be folk with gentle thoughts and kindly
desires, even as his were then. They would be linked together by the
common tie of doing something to please. Never before had it occurred to
him that in pleasing another happiness was born in oneself. Hitherto he
had only thought to please by the nimbleness of his artistry—the
perfection of a style, the ability to express; but now he saw the surer
way was to appeal to the heart—to minister to the true sentiment—to
hand over sincerity from one’s simple best.
A footfall below, and the glimpse of a grey figure in the light of the
street-lamp, brought him to immediate action. He drew back from the
window, and, trembling with excitement, put a match to the circle of
coloured candles.
A ring of fire leapt into being—a tiny flame for every year of her in
whose honour they were burnt in offering.
Standing behind the lights, and almost invisible in the twinkling glare,
Wynne waited breathlessly for the door to open.
She was drawing off her gloves as she came into the room, but she
stopped, and her hands fell gently to her sides. Her eyes rested on
every detail of the little scene, hovering over it with an exquisite
increase of lustre. And slowly her lips broke into a smile of the purest
child-happiness, as, with a little catch in her voice, she breathed:
“How lovely and dear of you.”
It was hard to find a reply.
“You’re pleased?” he said. “I’m glad.”
“Pleased! Look! there are two presents for me—real champagne, with its
livery all bright and goldy—and the bloom on the grapes, it’s—that’s a
proper birthday cake, with ‘marzi’ inside—and twenty-one candles
because I am twenty-one years old today.”
She held out her hand, and he came to her and took it in one of his. For
quite a while they stood in silence.
“This is my first real birthday, and you’ve thought of it all for me.
Oh, it is wonderful, you know.”
“You have done something more wonderful for me,” he said, in a voice
that seemed unlike his own.
“I?”
“You smiled for me.”
“Because you made me utterly happy.”
“D’you think—I could—go on making you happy?”
For the first time she raised her eyes from the fairy candles to meet
his.
“Do you want to?”
His reply was characteristic.
“Yes—for I am happier now than I have ever been.”
She laughed understandingly, and caressed his hand.
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